the life of a young solo artist, who owns bighit entertainemnt
you see the realities of balancing work , school , life , relationships, mental health and schedules.
———————— Morning of Sunday the second of June I woke up to an alarming sound .omg it's snow barking at me.the rest of my staff had arrived and were preparing for the day .my bags were packed and I got ready for the airport and my first day of France Within an hour ,Harry's driver had come to pick us up as I didn't want to take my car.i got in and we drove to Heathrow airport.
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i looked around and thankfully there was no one in sight,I took of my hat and mask.but kept my sunglasses on.security team one would remain with me as would David and Harry.i quickly went to duty free to buy a drink and we boarded the plane.once we landed ,we left earlier than everyone else and we headed to the hotel.we dropped our bags off and went to some of the shopping centres .our day was amazing and despite having to cover my entire face and hide myself away,it was quite fun.harry didn't have to hide himself .david was near me and securtiy team 1 were in close measures with me ,but still gave me and Harry our privacy.
At around midnight,we went to the Eiffel Tower and took a few pictures.i looked at Harry and he seemed so happy in the state that he was in.i took a quick picture of him
After this we returned back to the hotel.only to be disappointed . Once we returned we saw that a crowed has gathered round the enterance.yes of course.
David:what do we do?
Me: there is nothing else to do.we can go to BTS' hotel but then that will be exposed.my parents are having their paris home renovated and harrys parents don't have house here.harry families hotel branch in paris is fully booked cause it in the city centre and cause of the bts concert.most hotels will be booked and no where will fit us ,security team one and the rest of my staff..there is nothing else we can do.we won't get as much privacy than we would here.here we have the entire floor to ourselves and no one else can enter it apart from our staff and hotel staff. we have to find a way to enter...somehow.
(I look down in shame)
Harry grabs my hand,
Harry: listen it's fine .dont worry we had so much fun today and I have never seen you so relaxed since I have met you. we will find a way to enter.undoubtably we will be caught by fans.
(I smiled)
We soon grew wary of the awkwardness of our hands still holding each other's and everyone staring at us.
Me: okay, here's what we do.i will enter first.ill take security team one.ill wear my mask hat and glasses.after a while.you and harry enter.no matter what, me and harry cannot be spotted together,becuase the news will go crazy at the thought of me being with you on a trip.im sorry.you will have to wait till i go in first.only then they will be happy that they saw me.
david: i understand your point.but your insane.there is around 200 people there.i don't feel happy letting security team 1 go without me.
