"It's You"; DabiHawks

Chapter 18; Wishing You Were Somehow Mine

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I can't tell you how much I wished that we would have matching marks.
I was too afraid, and now I'm not sure what to do.

I have heard you scream at night, and yet I didn't do anything.
I didn't ask if you were okay, I just pretended you were fine.

I wish that I asked you about what happened before. Not just before we met, before everything.

I knew that no one loved me, but I thought that my soulmate was my escape from that.

I thought that someone would love me.

However, when I did touch you, I felt wonderful. I felt complete.

I had looked at you to see if you felt it too, but you didn't seem effected.

That was when I started yelling, and you yelled back. I just wanted you to be mine.

When I locked myself in my room after the fight, I saw on my shin that my words were not alone.

I had my mark.

But that meant that you had yours too.

So then why didn't you tell me?

It was because we were never meant to be.

Even the universe decided that no one would love me.

I may have had my mark, but even our soulmate bond was just one sided.

You had to have noticed that I was being a better person to you. You had to have noticed that I was touching you.

Maybe you did, and just didn't say anything.

Just like how I don't say anything when you scream and cry at night.

I just wish you were somehow mine.

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So this is a different chapter.

I wanted to show someone who has a soulmate, but their soulmate has someone else.

If you can figure out who it is, I applaud you.

I am going to be working on chapter 19 today, it might come out later today.

I sure hope so.

Love y'all

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