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NASHS POV

Last week when we saw kiah, I had taken up all the time, so none of the other guys could see her. So we had to go back today cause the other days we were busy with magcon. All the guys told me I was going last. I agreed and went to the car. I rode with cam,Shawn, and matt. Once we got there we had to wait a little bit. The first one to go see her was Shawn.

SHAWNS POV

I was first to go see kiah and I was happy to see her. I walked into the room and she layed there with her phone in her hands.

"Hey" I said. She didn't reply but she nodded. I walked over to her bed in an awkward silence. I sat down and looked at what she was doing. She was on her Instagram. She was looking at comments. And it was on a pic that she had posted. Of all of us. They were harsh comments.

You should go kill yourself, they deserve someone better.

If u killed yourself, they would dance on your grave.

I looked at kiah and she was crying really quietly. How did i not notice. I had my guitar with me, thank God, so I decided to play a song for her.

I love it when you just don't care
I love it when you dance like there's nobody there
So when it gets hard, don't be afraid
We don't care what them people say
I love it when you don't take no
I love it when you do what you want cause you just said so
Let them all go home, we out late
We don't care what them people say

We don't have to be ordinary
Make your best mistakes
'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry
So baby be the life of the party
I'm telling you, take your shot it might be scary
Hearts are gonna break
'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry
So baby be the life of the party

Together we can just let go
Pretend like there's no one else here that we know
Slow dance fall in love as the club track plays
We don't care what them people say

We don't have to be ordinary
Make your best mistakes
'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry
So baby be the life of the party
I'm telling you, take your shot it might be scary
Hearts are gonna break
'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry
So baby be the life of the party

Come out tonight, come out tonight
There's no one standing in your way
Come out tonight, come out tonight
We don't care what them people say
We don't care what them people say

We don't have to be ordinary
Make your best mistakes
'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry
So baby be the life of the party
I'm telling you, take your shot it might be scary
Hearts are gonna break
'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry
So baby be the life of the party

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Life of the party
So don't let them keep you down
Oh you know you can't give up
'Cause we don't have the time to be sorry
So baby be the life of the party

Kiah had cried even more. I set my guitar down and wiped her tears away.

"Everything's going to be okay. Because the haters, only make us stronger, and you little Missy, are the strongest I've known. I love u kiah. Don't forget that. I got up and was about to walk out of the room, but kiah had grabbed my wrist. I looked at her. She stood up and hugged me. I hugged her back and smiled. We stood there for a bit in silence.

KIAHS POV

All Of the guys came in to see me. Nash was last. I gave all the guys a hug but I made no eye contact with them. when nash came in i instantly hugged him. I guess he was shocked cause it took him a few seconds to realize it. He hugged me tightly. I stood there with my arms around his waist.

All the guys had gone home and I was Alone. I wish nash would've stayed. But he needs sleep really bad. I think about earlier And all the stuff that Shawn and the others had said to me. They are right but I hurt more than they can imagine. Thinking about this made me cry. I sat in my bed and cried for the whole night. I got a few texts but j didn't have the energy to answer. I was so weak. I fell asleep crying. And I felt horrible.

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