kpop idol - me

chpt 24)UAE day 1&2[london fashion week]

also a few news articles wrote about me performing here and they seemed quite supportive ...although some did mention the female empowerment dance...they mentioned it as a diss to UAE..which it really wasn't but then again , the articles were far more offensive than i was.

15 september

rehearsals began at 6 am as always ..but today i was not feeling well. i feel so light headed and able to move . my muscles are so sore and i am covered in muscle relief patches.we did stop once again for the prayer calls and i saw that a few fan accounts pointed this out.

the fan meeting was quite chill or maybe it was me who was really light headed and could barley notice much

memorable moments

- what do you look for in a partner?

( honestly and loyalty... i look for that in any relationship , not just a romantically involved relationship)

- what is a song you really like?

(cat and dog - txt)

- who is someone you really admire?

( my fans , which sounds generic . but it is because they are all so inspiring and motivational .also some of you guys are honestly what i aspire to be).

soundcheck was..interesting...i guess. i could barley stand up. so i had to ask for a chair and sing whilst sitting.i could tell this would not end well online..but oh well.oince i was backstage , i was stuck in my chair and struggling to move.

the actual concert went by ...somehow. i did all the dances and managed ..somehow.i stumbled only once.

the fan who came up began on talking about how she really wants to become a successfull publisher.i supported her and her dreams by being supportive.  .she then went on to ask me " did you ever struggle as a trainee".i replied with " yes ..too much to be honest. also i was a CEO in secret too at that time who was under tooooo much pressure for my age.but , hardships and hard work can lead to success. you just need to work for it"

the rest of the show went really well and out once it was over and i was waving goodbye , i could keep myself awake anymore and shut down , i collapsed whilst on the platform going down.i literally fainted during the part where all the fans cry.

"diamond"

"diamond"

"get her water and raise her legs "

a few minutes after i had fainted i was woken up by the medical team and a bunch of cameras in my face

i opened my eyes and tried to get up..

me: we need to go to the airport....get me the clothes please.

medical officer: that is dangerous , someone must be with you not he aeroplane to minister you condition. we have arranged for three medical officers to come with you

me: okay , sure..but we need to get going . i am going to get changed and then leave , i will meet you at the plane.

i went and got changed to an all black attire and then stumbled my way to the car , david practically held me up on the way there.

david: there are cameras inside the van for an interview for the film...and ...twitter and instagram have blown up."please rest diamond " is already trending ..it has literally been a few minutes..plus a few fans are filming as we speak . im pretty sure it will be uploaded.