Uhh. I thought I was done with the relationship thing for a while due to my crappy feelings.
Apparently not.
Everyday I go to school, and everyday I see this guy, right? And he talks to me sometimes and he smiles like this weird little special smile that drives me crazy and I just..ugh.
I'm falling guys. I'm falling really hard.
I don't want to though. I have a few trust issues and I feel like nobody plans on catching me.
Like this makes my life even more complicated. He's really nice and I shouldn't like him. At all. I have quite a few good reasons not to.
But here I am.
And the thing is, I don't think he even likes me. I think he likes someone else, and I only talk to him once a day.
Which kinda sucks, because I know that it shouldn't be possible for me to fall for him. But I am.
Why is teenage life so complicated? I really don't understand any of this or even if it has a purpose.
And I really don't want to get my heart broken again.
That would suck. I don't think I could go through that again..
