I dont know what to do anymore. I wanna quit my job and do so many other things. This shit is depressing. What we're doing is depressing. Not gonna lie the dude you're with seems like an asshole to me. Fuck the time you spent with them, worry more about yourself and your own happiness. You gotta lot of life to live and even if it means leaving behind old people then so be it. You got friends who miss you, but they can't see you cause of this dude who thinks it's cool to follow me on social media after he made you block me just to show he's got you when all I wanted was you. Shits starting to get at me so much harder and faster that it's physically not motivating me to wake up in the morning after only sleeping 4 hours. I'm tired of you being upset over him, Even if you "love" him. Cause he don't seem to have the same love for you back but you're not wanting to leave that.
I listen to a few songs and I just don't know, like it's not my taste in music but I'd listen to it in the car with you for a few seconds before you changed the station over and over lmao. It was the little things i enjoyed. I miss singing to you and I miss seeing you and I miss opening my phone to seeing your name and I just miss the goofy you that came out when we were together man. I wish I didn't fuck up and I wish we could've taken the chance years ago, even if we don't know where we'd be at today at least I got the chance and I'd still be hopefully talking to you
I hope you have a great day dude 🤙. I truly do miss you.
