Today feels like it came by to quick, so many faces I've seen in the past few days, so many miles ive driven just to see a few friends and family I could in this short time. I'm moving over 500 miles away from my hometown. Shits crazy, but at least I'm moving in with someone I know. I always had a different mindset on who I was moving into a place with as our first home but I guess my homie will do. I'm going out on a limb doing this move, having little money in my account and going to a job where I'm making nearly double what I do now. And such an easy job too. I hope I don't get homesick from my family. I want to make this work so that I can feel somewhat happy again cause I have responsibilities and I'm being productive in a society where I'm overrun. I want to do better than the man who raised me. I wish I had a kid of my own but maybe one day I'll find someone worthwhile who'd make me smile more than K ever did. I miss her so much. She was one of the 2 reasons I didn't want to move, but I guess we just got distant lately. But it's okay, things happen, Life happens. We all learn what we need to do when it needs to be done. I just wish I got to see her face one last time, and see that smile and taste her lips, even if she ate Taco Bell and her breath might be a lil stinky it wouldn't stop me. If you see this tell T and ma I said hey and I love em, and I love you. Endlessly.
I'm literally moving to a different state with 200 dollars in my name. It's crazy. If this don't work I know my friends will help me out. I've always had a great way of picking the right people in my life no matter what. I've always had the heart to help anyone so maybe this is a sign of a return of what I deserve, whether it's good or bad. I just hope whatever it is, I still smile and I become happy.
-Conclusion.
