Hopefully I get to publish this
Sitting in the parking lot
Signal weak, job is heavy
Motivation down but my pay is up
The more I work, the more taxes they take.
The more I get depressed.
Not just cause of the money
But cause of the bosses here.
They tried firing me, i told him to shut up cause he can't lose me
My friends can't lose me
You can't lose me.
I can't lose you either.
The thought of you is still their.
6 years later.
189,216,000 seconds we've wasted.
All my fault.
But I've tried changing it
I've tried changing myself
I've tried everything, at least I thought.
I go into work and see my coworkers. We've made a pact
This store won't last much longer, or maybe we won't last much longer.
We're all tired, overworked and underpaid.
We all pray for better days of work.
Where people aren't rushing us. Where we all are happy.
I wish I was happy.
We all hope that days go by easy.
I hope that you're okay.
I don't even take care of myself hardly anymore. I'm getting weak and no ones noticing around me because I don't let no one near me
I don't want them to see me. I don't want to see them.
But you, god what I'd do just to see you.
The thought of you walking through those doors I've kept closed forever.
Unleashing the light inside my darkness.
Defeating it and showing me relief and no more pain.
Hang in their kid.
you got this...
Don't destroy yourself over someone else. The pain of love is supposed to numb all other pains.
Because the pain of love, is stronger than all other pains. If love isn't the only thing you're feeling, it's not love. It's pain and defeat. Don't ever get to that point. Leave before the pain of everything else combines to be stronger than love where aggression gets involved and gets a taste of blood, it's energy.
Don't stay cause you're afraid, go because you're better.
Keep your chin up, smile and hide your worries.
