This is a song I wrote like a year and a half ago when I was in a serious relationship with this girl who I thought was going to stay with me. Turns out I'm wrong, like usual, so I made a song that I never showed anyone. Some of it's still true. But I feel like I should publish it on here before I decide to actually make a beat and publish it one day. So here it is.
A song for you
I can't believe you're not here
I need you to come back my dear
But I can't forget about the things that I said
To make you disappear once again.
What I'd do just to see you smile
And wander back my way for a while
So I hope to see you soon here's a song just for you
This song is for you girl and only you
And everything I'm about to say is very fucking true
Never been one to spill out my soul
But I gave you everything, girl you made me whole
Everyday staring into those hazel eyes
And seeing your smile, that feeling was nice
But what wasn't great is that we drifted away
You said you never loved me since the very first day
So I kept wasting my time for something that wasn't forever
I tried so hard and so fucking long for another never.
I took you into my home cause you had nowhere to go
I'm hating myself for letting you get close
Remember the nights we'd lay awake
But now looking back I know the feelings were fake
But fuck me right cause I ignored the signs
Of you laying next to me texting other guys
I thought maybe you'd see what I had inside
This crippling heart waiting to feel alive
Never letting anyone get this close to me again
So hopefully this battle is one that I can win
I can't believe you're gone already
Seems like just yesterday you were here
But I can't forget about the things that I said
To make you disappear once again.
What I'd do just to see you smile
And wander back my way for a while
So I hope to see you soon here's a song just for you
I loved everything about you
From your beautiful hair all the way down to your toes
And I ignored all these fucking hoes
But you fucked Me up for thinking you liked me
Saying I was the one playing mind games but what the hell were you doing?
You pretty much used me for your convenience
But I couldn't help that I kept catching feelings
The way that you made me feel when I was alone at night
With you laying here, right by my side
Saying you loved me for everything that I am
But fuck what you say cause I don't give a damn
I'm turning the tables and blaming you
Cause every word I've ever said has always been true
I'm missing you daily but I can't seem to understand why
Cause everything you ever told me was another lie
Maybe it's cause I was feeling alone
I fucking loved you. I fucking loved you.
And now I'm sitting starin and wondering why
You left me for him, just another guy
I tried to prove to you I wanted you
But you didn't care you would just apologize and say that you never actually cared
But then you go and tell me another damn lie saying you're never giving up on me but you didn't even try
You just threw me out and left me to die
And now I'm alone, everyday I cry
I can't believe you're gone already
I need you to come back my dear
But I can't forget about the things that I said
To make you disappear once again.
What I'd do just to see you smile
And wander back my way for a while
So I don't want to see you soon here's my song just for you.
I feel like I should add more but at the same time not. So hopefully the handful of people that see this enjoy it and maybe relate to it. Love you all.
