Hi, my name is Caitlyn Shaffer. This is my journal. Inside it contains all of the emotions I've been experiencing lately. Some are good, some are bad. Yeah, mostly bad. Anyway, this is my story.
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What the hell is happening? Five minutes ago I had a million friends and everything was perfect. Now everyone is turning on me and now I'm alone again. This is just like high school all over again. This is why I never make friends. This is why I never speak. When no one knows you, no one can judge you. No one can hate you. I made the mistake of opening up, Now everyone hates me for no reason at all. I'm so over the high school drama. This is why I graduated. So I wouldn't have to deal with this shit anymore. But I guess it doesn't matter. Because when no one wants to grow up, High school follows you everywhere. When am I going to be old enough to be over this? Maybe this is good. Maybe this is the path I'm supposed to take. Maybe I'm supposed to be alone. Being alone makes you strong. But how strong do you have to be to stay alive? Because I'm not sure how much longer I can do this. What is the point of me even existing? I see no point in my life. No one even seems to care about me anymore. Not even my closest best friend gives a shit about me anymore. I don't see the point anymore. Nothing in my life matters. So what's the point?
