Hi, my name is Caitlyn Shaffer. This is my journal. Inside it contains all of the emotions I've been experiencing lately. Some are good, some are bad. Yeah, mostly bad. Anyway, this is my story.
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I am so good at hiding my emotions. Everyone around me have no idea how I'm feeling unless they ask. My face is always blank and emotionless. Always the same face. It's impossible for anyone to tell my mood, unless they ask. When they ask, I'm honest. I don't say "I'm fine" or "I'm okay" unless I actually mean it. If I'm falling apart inside, I'll tell them "I've had better days". I won't always go into detail, but I never say I'm fine when I'm really not. And it's scary, How good I am at hiding my emotions. I could hear something that breaks my heart, and laugh and smile after it. But as soon as I'm alone, my heart shatters. Today, I am so close to tears. My heart is once again, broken. But all my friends have no idea. They think I'm happy. They think I'm not bothered by what happened. What they don't know Is that it's killing me.
