Hi, my name is Caitlyn Shaffer. This is my journal. Inside it contains all of the emotions I've been experiencing lately. Some are good, some are bad. Yeah, mostly bad. Anyway, this is my story.
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You asked me after you broke me and came back "do you still hate me?" I honestly couldn't respond. I didn't have the words to speak. I sat there, speechless. Eventually, I replied "I dont hate you. I never did. I just didnt have the strength to stick around and fight for you after you forgot my existence." It was all too much. Even after you returned, I still felt the overwhelming emotion of heartbreak swell through me. I was okay for about a month after you left. Then you came back and tore down all of the barricades I worked oh so hard to build up after you left. I took a breath, thoughtfully thinking about how to finish my response to you. So I said "it just hurts to much to be around you. To talk to you. To be in your life." And I sent it. And I was wishing i would have said "I wish you never came back".
