Hi, my name is Caitlyn Shaffer. This is my journal. Inside it contains all of the emotions I've been experiencing lately. Some are good, some are bad. Yeah, mostly bad. Anyway, this is my story.
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I'm so freaking sensitive when you talk to me. I listen to every word you say way too closely and take your actions way too seriously. And one thing I hate, is that I fell in love with you. We're not together. And I still fell for you. My best fucking friend. I mean, in the beginning, it was nice. You told me you had feelings for me. I let you in. Tear down all my walls. You became the only man I could ever give all my trust to. And as time went on, our feelings changed. I fell harder. You lost the emotional connection. Now you're telling me that you don't feel the same way as strongly as I do. And that you can't decide who you want to be with. When I'm the one who's been there for you. Through everything. You almost didn't take me to prom. You asked the student teacher before you asked me. Can you tell me how fucked up that is? Now you're developing real feelings for a woman who's 4 years older than you and also your teacher. How is that supposed to make me feel? That you chose a fucking teacher over me. I gave you everything. I even slept with you. And what do I get in return? Hah, but I guess I'm just being sensitive, right?
