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Chapter 15

Christina

Teo told me about his job a month ago, the thing he forgot to mention is that it was all the way over in San Francisco and that I couldn't come.

Which was ok, because I love him and I trust him.

The downside, he left two weeks ago. Which makes me upset, but I still support him.

Why, because I love him and I want him to be a star, my star.

We started off very well; we called each other and texted each other non-stop. But at this point, I don't know what to believe. I started ignoring his calls about a week ago because people have seen Teo and that other actress kissing outside of the set. Which pisses me off because he hasn't explained nor is he trying to.

He's ok with the fact that I'm not calling or texting, which makes me cry way too much.

But most of all he's ok with not knowing what I'm so desperately trying to form him.

I feel as if it's going to ruin our relationship and he'll say he's not ready.

So

I don't know

I don't know because I don't want to call him I don't want to tell him and I don't want to ask him if we're ok.

Why?

Because I fear that were not ok. I fear that if he leaves me I will never be the person I have become again.

I don't know if this is love or just I trying to get over a love that I had for a short period of time.

But I really hope this is love. I hope he still loves me the way he did when he let me lean on to his chest and hug him without limits.

The truth is, I'm on my way to the airport. Without Emily or Connor, just me and this driver going to pick up my love.

My love.

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The cold air made me squint as I stepped outside of the black car.

I sighed softly and shivered at the same time.

Then I looked back at the driver who was politely smiling at me which made me smile and nod once at him.

With that, I turned around and made my way over to a chair inside the airport where I would wait for Teo to arrive.

There's so many things I want him to know. So many things I myself want to know.

Yet time limits all expectations to an end.

I stare at the floor for a while before I hear the automatic door open causing my face to lift up to a smiling Teo.

I don't smile back. Instead, I reach into my pocket and pull out a paper.

I look at it then I slowly unfold it and raise it up so he can see it.