Heart of Music (boyxboy) [Hiatus]

Chapter 59 - Firm Decision

Dominic's POV

-yesterday-

That was the most intense confrontation I had with my grandfather.

Napasinghap nalang ako ng hangin habang nakatulala sa ilaw ng kwarto ko.

Dumiretso na agad ako dito leaving my friends downstairs. Hindi naman ganun kasakit ang sprain ko kaya hindi na ako nagpatulong kay Kuya JP or Gian.

I hope wala na sila sa living room. I don't want to face them right now. I'm not in the mood.

Is my grandfather right? I won't admit that I'm at fault? Inaako ko naman ah? Simula nung una, sinalo ko naman lahat ah?

Then, what's there left for me to accept pa?

Sigh. Nakakainis. Bakit ba kasi nagreveal pa kami sa public.

Well... It was my plan to be honest. To help save JJMA? Or to show Gian kung ano yung sinayang niya?

It really is my fault. Damn it. Tama na naman ang matanda.

Pero what's the deal?!

I have the right to refuse everything na wala namang nakasaad sa original contract! And I am not kidding.

I don't want to be part of Sui Generis. What the hell?

Is it that hard to accept na ayoko ng maging estudyante? I have my priorities now, and being a student is not a part of my priorities anymore. This isn't Dominic Palma.

I have 5 new songs na kababago lang kinompose and I can't wait to share it sa tatlo.

Yeah! This is my life again! Making music and spending the rest of my life performing.

I'll just wait until my surgery is done, then I can do music the way I want. Yeah. That's my priority now.

To hell with that Sui Generis!

Stupid curriculum.

Stupid Sui Generis.

Stupid Grandfather.

Stupid Gian.

Stupid kayong lahat!

Kakainis putek.

Kumirot na yung puso ko sa nararamdaman kaya umupo ako ng pormal para maease ng konti ang dibdib ko. After clearing my thoughts, nawala naman kaagad.

I badly need the heart.

Mukhang nakauwi na nga ang mga kaibigan ko dahil narinig ko na ang mga sasakyan sa garage na umalis.

Thank god.

*knock knock knock

"Sino yan?" agad ko'ng tanong sa kumatok.

Walang sumagot kaya hindi ko na pinansin.

*knock knock knock

"The hell... Sino yan?" tanong ko ulit.

Ineexpect ko na si Kuya RJ yung kumakatok. Baka napag isipan niya naman na pagtripan ako. Wala talagang magawa to'ng mokong na kapatid ko na to.

May 3 segundong pause bago pa may nagsalita sa likod ng pinto.

"...Ako to." sabi ng boses.

Nagulat ako kasi hindi yun boses ni Kuya RJ. Kundi boses ng taong nagpapasayaw ng tibok ng puso ko.

"G-Gian? What the hell? Hindi ka pa umuwi?" sabi ko ng hindi binubuksan ang pinto.

"No. Sabi ng Papa mo magstastay daw ako. Pwede mo ba'ng buksan to'ng pinto?" sabi niya.