y/ns pov
i made a mistake.
it's been week since richie came over and i realized how stupid i was.
i need him.
my feet found my way to my front door and i opened it.
"richie?" i asked, there he was standing there.
"y/n." he breathed
i ran to him.
i had a bright smile on my face.
"you came back." i whispered, pulling him into a hug.
"you knew i would." he said back, which made me laugh.
"god i missed you richie tozier." i said.
"i missed to y/n y/l/l." he responded.
it was as if the universe shifted to where it was supposed to be.
i loved him and he loved me nothing could get in our way.
november 31st 2018
"hey y/n let's go out tonight." richie said drunkenly snaking an arm around my shoulder.
in which i shook it off
"richie you're extremely drunk, you are not going out to get even more drunk." i said.
"come on y/n it'll be f-fun." he tried to reason.
my mind wandered back to the last time i went to a party with richie. it was with eddie.
"richie please don't make this hard on me. i don't want you to get even more wasted then you already are." i sighed placing a hand on my forehead.
"y/n please." he begged, "i promise i'll be good."
"ok fine fuck it." i said standing up, "i'll go change."
i quickly made me way to my room.
i slipped a black crop top and and a black skirt that came with the shirt on.
and we were off
8:39
there was a familiar song blaring in the dark room.
hanging by the bar at sunrise
i had gone over to get myself some water.
with our bodies talking
eddie.
hooked up last week had a good time
all the thoughts flooded back in my mind.
so i regret nothing
my drink fell to the ground breaking the glass
"oh my god." i whispered
richie saw me out of the corner of his lying eyes and i saw no regret.
so i left.
december 1 2018
my eyes adjusted to the sunlight spreading across my room.
my tear stained eyes were dry.
my heart ached.
"hey beverly?" i asked into my phone after calling beverly.
"what? what is so imp-"
"i saw richie and eddie kissing again." i blurted feeling tears again, start to well up
"wHat?" she yelled making me giggle slightly
"i'll be over in a minute!" she added
"wait beverly i think richies back." i said hearing my garage door open.
"hold up i'm pulling into your neighborhood. lock yourself in the bathroom." she laughed
"beverly hurry."
before i could start talking again she was in.
"RICHIE HOW COULD YOU!" beverly yelled which also made me giggle.
i made my way down the stairs to where they were arguing.
i was a mess.
"i saw a look in your eyes richie, a look i couldn't forget." i said.
beverly stepped back and richie came closer to me but i stepped away.
"you didn't regret it.."
"what are you talking about y/n?" he said bringing his arms to mine but i pulled away.
"don't deny it richie. you don't love me anymore." i reasoned.
it wasn't hard.
in fact it was one of the easiest thing i've ever done.
"you need to leave richie." i spoke
"y/n no i do love you, i was drunk you know that." richie reasoned
"i know richie." i said the tears no longer brimming my eyes, "leave."
he walked out. head hanging low.
i ran up to beverly with my arms outspread.
"woah y/n chill." she laughed embracing the hug.
"thank you beverly."
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sorry it's late
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