I have this hugeeee crush on a boy in my class and we're friends I feel like we're close but I don't know about him. He talks to me a lot, checks up on me sometimes, confesses a bunch of personal stuff about himself to me, always touches me or hugs me and things like that. But sometimes he does things that he KNOWS annoys me then laughs and hugs me and apologizes, or he turns super dry and cold for some reason and disappears for a while, or he just hangs with a bunch of other girls in a way that makes me feel so annoyingly jealous (I hate myself for it). Some of our friends joke about him being into those other girls and, again, I feel like a jealous bitch. Maybe this whole crush thing is ruining me because I legit just fought with another girl in our class because she kept saying that I had feelings for him and I didn't like the thought of people knowing.
