Around January I started to feel insecure and being sad where sometimes I have to put on a mask of a smile so I didn't make people think they did something wrong. I really feel insecure about my personality and the fact that I never stuff like the trend or how to apply makeup. I don't even feel as though I fit in with the girls in my class since they know fashion and dating and how to do makeup and etc. I feel as though I'm just a waste of space out of the 13 kids in my class 7(not including me) of em are girls they are all friends yet I don't fit in with their group. I also feel like an outcast for liking anime and kpop and stuff like that. I hate feeling as though i dont fit in.
