Sometimes it feels like just grabbing a knife or some scissors and cutting off all the extra fat on my body would be the course of action. I'll draw lines with pens on my thighs as if I were a plastic surgeon getting ready for procedure. And, the worst part is, I'll look in the mirror and won't see anything wrong, but I'll take a picture and this horrible person will show up and it feels like shit knowing that's what everyone else sees all the time with me.
