Tuesday 8:30pm
you: hi?
(02) 916-9191: Thank you for sharing. It might take a while to assign you with someone.
you: well i can just die right away but okay.
(02) 916-9191: Thank you for waiting at this tough moment, my name is Jxxg Hxxexk and you matter to me. Would you be comfortable with sharing me your name?
you: i'm existential crisis, nice to meet you.
(02) 916-9191: hey existential crisis, you can call me hobi (°▽°)
you: hello hobi, that kind of sound similar and oh i kinda wanna die
(02) 916-9191: wHAT DONT DIE
(02) 916-9191: im heRE NOW
you: i thought you were hobi
(02) 916-9191: i— i am
(02) 916-9191: why do you wanna die :-(
you: because i'm depressed
(02) 916-9191: why?
you: well
you: life sucks
you: my parents...they don't support me in anything i do
you: my friends....i don't even have friends
you: and i just want to stop existing
you: i sound like a loser im sorry
(02) 916-9191: me too
you: what
(02) 916-9191: i'm a loser too
you: that really doesn't help
(02) 916-9191: um um sO how was your day? :-)
you:
(02) 916-9191: wow what a mood
(02) 916-9191: wAiT NO I MEANT IM SORRY
you: lmao
(02) 916-9191: you know my friend once told me that even if you feel like crap now, you'll still feel like crap after..wait no that's not right.
(02) 916-9191: if you don't mind me asking, how old are you?
you: 56
(02) 916-9191: what
you: what
(02) 916-9191: i didn't know
(02) 916-9191: you were this old
(02) 916-9191: madam
you: i'm kidding, i'm 20 turning 21 in about 3 days
you: but no one really cares so im calling this hotline up before i kms
(02) 916-9191: nO
(02) 916-9191: you've lived 21 years on this planet, i'm sure you can live up to 56 years as well.
you: so you want me to live?
(02) 916-9191: yes
you: then die at age 56
you: that's greaaaaaat
you: i'm going to plan my funeral party now, bye
(02) 916-9191: nOOOOOOOOOOOO
you: yes
(02) 916-9191: but you matter to me :-(
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suicide ☏ hotline | jhs
Fanfictionhe's a volunteer at suicide hotline, she's a victim of attempting suicide.