Truly, what do I deserve?
I strive to be someone,
That's not who failed I.
I strive to aid and provide.
But what do I deserve?
Life has told me,
That I hold smile sparingly.
It's said that people hurt.
What did I do to deserve this?
I'm filled with this feeling;
This feeling of unexpected guilt.
For what over, I do not know.
Why do I deserve this?
I'm a good person,
With a better heart.
At least, that's what I'm told.
I can't boast about my rose,
No matter how beautiful it is.
I wonder if the sunrise in my head will ever really exist.
