I'm sorry to anyone,
If I have you running.
Lost in a pointless maze,
Striding in circles.
I'm lost myself I guess.
So I just look for something.
Someone.
That can help me out of here.
Maybe not help me out even,
But help distract me from it.
I'm pathetic, I know.
But, people uplift me.
My only desire,
Is to help people along the way.
I simply enjoy it.
It let's me connect.
I'm not sure if I'm better off alone,
Or with another.
Because they end up lost with me.
Which I hear can be painful.
I'm honestly trying to get a grip,
But there's nothing to hold to.
I want to be better.
I'm striving to be.
What holds me back?
I don't know.
I know I am a good person,
But it comes out all wrong.
I apologize.
For everything I've done.
For everything I will do.
For causing pain while finding myself.
