I Still Hate You

33

~ Soul Mate ~

Jordan

I sit up fast and look around, I am in my bed and I look down, I am still in my shorts and sweater.

Memories start to flood back and my mouth drops

It was a dream, it was a fucking dream

After I walked out and came back everything was torn up but Austin wasn't here.

So I cleaned up.... he didn't return until I went to bed.

I pull my knees up to my chest and close my eyes.

Ha, you just had a wet dream about Austin

I groan and fall back on the bed, I never broke up with Allen and me and Austin never had sex.

I look over at the bed to still not see Austin, I get out and look around to find the house empty, my eyes land on the clock 3 am

I sigh and then the door burst open, I see someone stumble in and notice it's Austin.

He looks at me and waves "Hey" he says in a goofy voice

"Have you been drinking?"

"Yeah," he says nodding quickly, he looks around and furrows his eyebrows and looks back at me

"Hey, you! Where is my Ronnie?" He asks

I hold back a smile and shrug.

"Come with me let me help you get into bed," I say walking over to him

He nods and pouts as I pull him to the closets

"Take off your clothes," I say

"Pervert! Only Ronnie can see me like that"

I blush and look up at him as he pouts

"You are upset why?" I ask

"Because Ronnie went bye-bye," he says in a childish voice

I let out a laugh and he pouts again

"I will turn around just change," I say

He nods and I turn around after about three minutes and some groans and stumbles he has changed

"So, do you know when Ronnie will be back?"

I shake my head and he nods, he stumbles over to his bed and falls down on his back

He grunts and I help him swing his legs on the bed

"Hey you," He says

"Yeah?"

"Can I tell you something" He whispers looking at me with his shining blue eyes

"Of course," I say and he smiles, I sit on the bed looking down at him

"I think I love Ronnie, Wait fuck that, I know I love Ronnie"

My heart leaps and my body jolts, I let out a small whimper and turn my head

Austin loves me?

Do I love him?

Yes

"But she hurts me," he says

I whip my head turns him and furrow my eyebrows

"She pushes me away when I try to care for her, and it makes me sad"

I see tears start to fill his eyes

"Shh" I whisper and brush the hair out of his face

"Just get some sleep"