09 | Broken pieces and misunderstanding.

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Six days has passed in teaching Liam and I'm still in denial how

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Six days has passed in teaching Liam and I'm still in denial how.

Sure there were times where we yell at each other or he misbehaved but other than that everything went better than what I expect when I first said yes to Professor Green for tutoring him and again said yes to Liam. Sometimes we went to library for studying or we find an empty class. From these past days I noticed and learn some things about him.

First, he is actually good in studies. His brain is sharp he catches concepts easily. There were times when I forgot something or didn't understand myself but he does and to consider that I am ahead of him. It's a shame that he helps me with it but overall I'm surprised and happy that he isn't what he looks like. He usually either talks to some girls in class or has his earphones on but nevertheless he is good. I wasn't expecting that.

Second, he never addresses me by my name. Like never. The day he told me his name and I told him mine which he already knew and still never calls me by it. We met several times before this tutor thing but he didn't use it sure we weren't good in terms at that time but now we are okay like twenty percent.

Third, he has an obsession with Protein bars. The guy cars litter with said wrapper and I see him eating it as if his life is dependent on it. There is always one same orange sort of wrapper but when he talks to me after eating it I smell mint on his breath. I don't know what kind of bars he eat but he eats quite much of it.

Fourth, he has a very bad habit of smoking. I don't know how much cigarette he smoke in one day but whenever we meet after college his breath stinks of tobacco. Whenever I enter his Rover it also smells like same. Sometimes I want to throw some senses in him about this whole thing but at the same time it's his life and body, whatever he feels like he can do. I'm sure he knows every demerits of this but still he is continuing with it.

I don't like cigarette or its smell. It's a big rejection from my side. My Uncle used to smoke like a lot and drinks too. He has some loss in his company and after that he became alcoholic. I watched how his whole life falls down just because of his habits. It's not like he became bankrupt or something. My aunt Petunia work as an assistant manager in one of a big hotel so there wasn't any financial problem and they don't have any children either to take care of but their life crumpled down when uncle Anthony choose dark side rather than help from his family. My dad, his brother tried to help him in so many ways possible but he just pushed him away. He and my aunt were separated and my uncle died because of liver cancer, fourth stage.

This is what I see in my family I know how these things destroy everything around you sure it may bring you in an euphoria state for a second, helps you in forgetting your misery for a while but in that second it starts your destruction too.

From these past days Drake has become a very good friend of mine considering I don't have any male friends before. Sure I studied my 17 years of life in girl's school but that doesn't mean the girls back in our school did not have any experience with boys. I used to see when school ends, there were line of boys waiting for their girlfriends. I remember how they became all touchy in less than a second. Amelia and I usually used to hide our face or gag seeing that. It was pretty bad to watch believe me when I use term gag.

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