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Hopes outfit for school⬆️

Why so happy?

After hearing that I didn't feel too heart broken I felt cold and I showed no emotion I waited about another minute in silence before I went down the stairs and walked past Mark to grab my phone. I go to walk past him again but this time he grab me and pulls me into his arms.

"Baby your not still upset about the deal thing are you, you do know I just want whats best for you and everyone else, right?" When he said baby it no longer made me feel good it made me feel betrayed.

"Right I say with no emotion and walk out and away from his arms," let's see how long until he finally wants to talk to me about him and Tiana.

I'm not really mad at them but I do feel upset that they both couldn't have just came up to me as soon as they started feeling a type of way for each other. I know people come and go just like relationships and that's why it never really affects me as much as it would have. The only person who can actually make me feel anything or cry would be my sister and my kids.

"Hope are you okay why are you acting like that if your not..." He trailed off then looked down. "You heard us didn't you," he said looking back up at me.

"Heard what?" I act innocent but still show no emotion even my voice is void of any emotions.

"Hope you know what I'm talking about just stop," he sighs and rubs his face.

"Stop what it's not like I'm the one playing games," I may have said I'm not mad but I am still sure as hell a little upset.

"Look I'm extremely sorry, but it just happened and we just I don't know clicked like we never talk to each other but we were just waiting for you together and we started talking I just kissed her, and yes I take full responsibility for what happened she even slapped me and did some other very painful things to me and kept talking about you and your feelings." He sighs and walks over to me in front of the stairs and getts on his knees.

"Please forgive me Hope I'm sorry I couldn't control my whormones, and we never did anything else after that Tiana and I both thought that you should know about the mistake I did," I keep my arms crossed over my chest and stare at him as he looks up at me and hold on to my legs. I already forgave him in my head but I love the performance he puts on to show how much he's sorry.

"Come on Hope what else do you want from me. Do you want to shoot me for your to forgiveness," I still have my emotionless face on but I am literally dying of laughter on the inside plus I was already considering doing that.

I make a 'hmph' and say, "we're though," before I walk upstairs to my room where my children were waiting for me already in their PJs and sitting on my bed while playing games on the tablet.

I went into my walk in closet and put on a white, cropped cami with grey shorts before walking out the closet and getting under the covers with the kids who cuddle on both sides of me. And Taco jumped on the bed and laid his head on my legs.

This is why I don't care about what Mark did as much because I have everything I need right here no guy will ever change me or can make me as upset as I would be if I lost one of these three I thought as I slowly fall into an endless slumber.

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I woke up the next morning not only feeling amazing knowing my family was by my side and was sleeping adorably next to me but I was feeling fresh and happy for school for once. Taking my phone of it's charger I look at the calendar and time and it says November 2 and it 6:00 right now.

I wanted to give the kids more time to sleep so I gently crawled out if bed and went into my bathroom to shower. After I showered and wrapped myself and my blue hair with a towel I go into my closet to grab a Adidas grey hoodie and black leggings along with my Adidas Superstars.

I sit at the vanity in my closet and start to put my wig on when I start thinking I should die my hair a natural tone I was getting bored of the blue. After I put the wig on I grab some hoop earrings and put them on then I place my hair in a ponytail and curl the ends and I'm done.

I stand from my sit and walking into my room to find the kids and even Taco was gone. Deciding to make breakfast I walk downstairs into the kitchen and make fruit salads for them and me but for Taco I gave him some canned dog food thats organic but still has lots of meat.

"Kids come eat! You to Taco!" I shout up at the stairs. Then the next thing I hear are steps running down the stairs I stood at the bottom. As they came done the stairs they gave me one kiss on the cheek even Taco decided to jump on me and flower my face with his drool from his wet kisses.

I hurry the kids into the car and Taco stays home and does whatever he does when I'm away. I've been so busy with everything I haven't been able to bring my kids to school and be with them in the morning time. I'm even happier now that Mark and I are no longer a 'thing' anymore I'll be spending more time with them for a while.

As soon as I pull up to the school I see Luke waving at me and the kids I wave back and the kids jump out the car and race over to Luke. They turn and wave one last time before walking into the school. I wave back then drive down the street a little to the high school and park next to I think Hunter's car.

I jump out the car before walking around the car where I was greeted by the boys leaning against their car and listening to something Tyler was telling them. They seemed I don't know what to call it but the extreme word for it would be shocked to see that I was smiling at them.

"What's with the faces guys," I ask.

"Your smiling at us," Tyler said giving me a skeptical look.

"Yeah I guess I am," I say.

"Why are you so happy?" Hunter asks.

"Me and Mark broke up," I still say with a smile on my face.

"Are you sure your okay cause most girl would be depressed about but yet your here being a little miss sunshine," Ryan says in a cautious matter.

"Well I guess I'm happy if you are but your happiness I'd probably enough for the both of us," Hunter chuckles and I shrug.

*Bell Rings*

"Time for another day of classes guys, let's go," I feel touchy so I grab Hunter and Ryan by the hand and pull them along with me. We got some stares but I didn't care. Hunter followed behind grumply. Then started mumbling about how he feels like a third wheel with out even it being a date. So I let go of the guys hands and held Hunters until we reach the door for class and since I'm right handed I used that hand to open the door which made me release Hunters hand. Then we walked in and took our seats with a long class that awaited for us.

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I've been going through all the chapter and editing all of them and this one is the only one so far with out a one of my little things at the bottom I don't know what to call this.But anyways Thanks for reading.