Voltron Oneshots

Michael in the Bathroom

Langst? I dunno (I write these before the chapter and idk what the heck this is gonna be XD) I DON'T OWN THE SONG!!! (Original colors)

~Lance's POV~

I am hanging in the bathroom at the biggest party of the fall
 
  Team Voltron and I are at a party. We just recently defeat Zarkon, but that doesn't mean the Galra have been defeated. We still have a lot of work.

I could stay right here or disappear and nobody'd even notice at all
 
  I'm in the bathroom, hiding. Everything is getting to be too much. Too many people. Too many battles. Too many anxiety and or panic attacks. But nobody has noticed my disappearance. If they did, I'm sure they don't care.

I'm a creeper in the bathroom 'cause my Buddy kinda left me alone
 
  I was hanging out with Hunk, my best friend. He saw food (and Pidge) and left me alone, even though he knows that I'm terribly afraid of big crowds. I hate parties, to say the least..

But I'd rather fake pee than stand awkwardly or pretend to check a text on my phone
 
  I can't stand just standing in a crowd awkwardly. I would much rather hide in the bathroom. At lest then if I have a panic or anxiety attack no one will know, right? No one can see me at my lowest when I'm hiding.

Everything felt fine when I was half of a pair

  I'm always fine if I'm with someone I know. Someone I trust. When I'm alone, my anxiety acts up. So does my depression.

And through now fault of mine there's no other half there

  I did nothing wrong, but he left. We were talking, laughing, enjoying ourselves even, but he just left. Did I do something wrong? I don't think so.

Now I'm just Michael in the bathroom, Michael in the bathroom at a party

  Now I'm just hanging in the bathroom at a party. The biggest party in the universe, to be exact.

Forget how long it's been

  I can never tell how long I'm doing something when things like this happens. I can be standing there for 30 minutes but it feels like 2 minutes.
 
I'm just Michael in the bathroom, Michael in the bathroom at a party
No you can't come in!

  Someone knocked on the door, "Uh.. someone's in here!" I yelled awkwardly. I refuse to leave this darn bathroom until this stupid party is over.

I'm waiting it out 'til it's time to leave and I'm picking at grout as I softly grieve

  No one can make me leave this bathroom. Especially now. I'm crying. Stupid party. Stupid Zarkon. Stupid Galra. Stupid anxiety. Stupid Hunk. Stupid team. Stupid me.

I'm just Michael who you don't know, Michael flyin' solo, Michael in the bathroom by himself
Oh, by himself

  I feel like nobody really, truly knows me. How I feel. No one would understand how I feel. I've always been alone on this frustrating journey, I always will. I'll always be alone, and I'm fine with that.

I am hiding, but he's out there, just ignoring all our history

  Whenever Hunk ditches me, he acts like he doesn't know me. He forgets all we've been through. All our history. All for what? I'm always the one hiding. He's always the one ignoring me.

Memories get erased, and I'll get replaced with a newer, cooler version of me

  Hunk'll probably find a new best friend. His current one is kind of useless. I don't blame him for trying to find someone better than me. For someone cooler. Newer.