My Poems

#101 Back To The Beginning

*edited*

6/11/14

~ My Poems ~

Back To The Beginning...

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I'm right back to where I started.

Back to the part where I'm torn and I can't help it.

Back to the part where I'm colourless.

Back to the part where it's all bleak from blackness.

Back to the part where my heart is on the ground.

Back to the part where I want no one around.

Back to the part where I hate my life.

Back to the part where I use a knife.

Back to the part where I make mistakes.

Back to the part where a couple words is all it takes.

Back to where my body is beaten.

Back to the part where I start fadin'.

Back to the part where I have no emotion.

Back to the part where it's sad stuff and confusion.

Back to the part where I set myself up for heartbreak.

Back to the part where there's no more I can take.

Back to where everyone's out to break me.

Back to the part where I'm a crying little baby.

Back to the part where I stay up all night.

Back to the part where I no longer fight.

Back to the part where I don't eat.

Back to the part where I don't sleep.

Back to the part where I can take no more love.

Back to the part where I still fall for affection and love.

Back to the part where my heart is shattered.

Back to the part where my mind is tattered.

Back to the thoughts of it.

Back to seeing him control it.

Back to the endless thoughts of suicide.

Back to the feelings and hurt that I constantly hide.

Back to the fact that it's useless.

Back to the part where no one wants me that's a mess.

Back to the part where I'm just a loner.

Back to the part where I'm just another sinner.

Back to the part where I wear dark colours.

Back to the part where I don't give a damn about any other.

Back to the part that started it all.

Back to the part that caused me to fall.

Back to the very beginning that I just wish would end.

Back to the point where it's no use cause it'll just start all over again...