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Placing a perfect strand of hair behind you hair, you glided across the halls with grace, like a swan gliding through the tranquil waters of a stream. People stared while you walked across the Sindria palace halls, in amazement at your swift, yet elegant movements.
The palace is a bustle of activity, yelling, screaming, laughing and chatting, it's like a market, however filled with more important people. Everyone is kind, considerate and funny, yet, like no other, they still judge silently in their minds, they watch without people noticing, they gossip like there's no tomorrow. That's what you don't want, you need to remain perfect in the public eyes,
You don't want them to judge your looks, though you're pretty, you're not so pretty that people would just fall head over heels over you. There's a few flaws here and there, no one's perfect. Yet, if they do judge, you feel empty and unwanted, like a stray dog. What if that man you loved knew about your facial flaws? Surely he would never give you a second glance ever again. He's so perfect in every way, soft white hair, cute freckles and such kind eyes. That's why you work hard to look beautiful, added with elegance, you fit right in with all the naturally beautiful woman in the palace.
You don't want them to watch you, surely sooner or later they would find our your true personality- and judge you again. They would notice little things about the way you do, things you just don't want to tell others. That's what being human is about- you guess. He would not judge, perhaps in his mind he might. That's why you keep the sweet innocent smile, gorgeous, but secretive.
You don't want to be gossiped about, it's just being in the centre of attention in a negative way. You would be hated, hated by those who love and like you. You don't want that, you don't want to lose anyone. So you did everything perfectly, through the sleepless nights of studying and practising.
Everything is for him, Ja'far. You will stay flawless, just for him.
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Authors note:
Hi guys how are you? Lychee is doing well, she feels pumped to update more. Thank you for the requests! I'll work on them very soon~ <3
~Lychee_Chuan
