Monday, June 3, 2017; 4:25am
"I will never leave you in the dark."
"No matter what happens, I wont just disappear"
"I know how it feels to be ghosted. I won't do that to you."
Once upon a time, I believed that.
I believed that you were the only one who would stay, regardless of my crazy mood swings and bad days.
But as soon as you knew you had your hooks in me, which you never actually wanted, you left.
You disappeared.
You told me that you were done with me.
That we should stop this.
You broke my heart.
You didn't care.
You left me in the dark.
I never realized that those fun late nights would be the last I would have with you.
I never realized that you were lying when you said you wouldn't.
I never realized that you would be the reason my head was never screwed on the right way after that.
You messed me up.
All because she messed you up.
Well guess what?
The world doesn't revolve around you.
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