Have you ever fell in love and thought you'd be with this person forever? , the more you sit forever the more forever doesn't come. So all your feelings you have for them gets in the way of your fears.
So do you keep them hidden?
Or do you tell them...
"Do you trust me?" He replies "Yes" "Okay so trust me and know that I'm not in trouble I want to show you something"
I giggle then eat my ramen "okay mr.park" "Okay I'll see you in 20 minutes mrs.park , bye I love you"
I blush at what he just called me because I was just thinking about that yesterday going everywhere and anywhere and they have to call me "'mrs.park" when that day comes I know I'll be the happiest woman alive I know I made the right decision even if my mom doesn't like him , I haven't seen my brother in a while so I may visit him after Jimin rendezvous
20 minutes pass and I hear the door bell ring i open the door to see Jimin wearing a very reveling sexy outfit
Don't do it yazzy don't do it he's going to show you something important
"You ready?" "Yeah I'm ready" I say while grabbing my phone that's currently on 40% I grab his hand then we walk to his car he opens the door for me like a gentleman I smile then slip into his car
"So taxi where are we going?" I ask as he slips in the car and puts it in ignition "Well beautiful customer we're going to an old place where a lot of things happened to me" he says while clenching his jaw , oh no boy please don't do that please cause I will fuck you up.
☼☼☼ We arrive to this elementary school I frown up at him as he smirks to himself.
"Cmon, don't be scared, it not haunted I promise" he says while giggling , I trust his advice then get out of the car I grab his hand tightly then proceed walking with him.
He opens the door and I frown up at him how did he know this was open? When you walk in the lights are still on . I think we're breaking and entering
"Jimin were breaking and entering" I whisper "And? So what who cares" he says as he keeps walking , he stops in front of a class then he opens it , this class seems like a kindergarten class
"So you remember how I promised to open up to you?" He says while sitting on the desk. "Yes?" I say while sitting next to him "Well in this kindergarten class my father yelled at me and slapped me because I wasn't on top of my schoolwork mind you, I'm only in kindergarten, I was so scared of him that when it was recess I didn't go and play I stayed right here" he points at a desk "in this chair doing my homework or class work any type of work because he wanted me to be smart"
"Jimin-" he cuts me off by kissing me "I want to tell you" he grabs my hand then takes me to what looks like a tenth grade class "so what happened here is that I had a crush on this girl and because she wasn't at our level of money"
"So he beat me in front of everyone, my friends and even my crush" he sighs "Jimin that's disgusting, I'm so sorry your past was dark and painful but I promise to never treat you like that ever" I say while squeezing his hand
"I know you won't, because you love and care for me too much to even hurt me more than less lay a hand on me" he says as his voice cracks "sometimes I wish I had a normal family all my life I've wanted that"
I grab him by his head then kiss his head softly "me , you and your friends were the perfect family" I hear him giggle inside of my chest I start smiling then I kiss his head softly.
"I love you yasmine" "I love you more park Jimin"
☼☼☼ After he takes me to a park and we sit on the grass looking upon the stars well he's looking at the stars I'm looking at my future
"You know sometimes I wonder what's so romantic about looking at stars? , stars are just luminous sphere of plasma held together by its own gravity" he says then I see him turn around and look at me "hm I guess this is why it's so romantic" he places his hand on my cheek then we start making out passionately his thumb caressing me softly as if he's scared to break me.
Then something interrupt us..
As we were making out the sprinklers turn on I gasp at how cold it is then I look at Jimin he starts smiling while biting down on his lower lip he gets up then helps me up
"Come on let's run around a bit!" He says in a cheerful tone
I grab his hand as we run around he sees a tiny hill then he lets go of my hand then rolls down it "hey! You remember we made that bet that I'd get an A on my math test you'd do something for me to make me forget about everything?" He says while fixing hair
"Yea?" "Well you already did thank you" I smile then walk towards him he grabs me by the waist then makes out with me again as we're making out the sprinklers go off.
"Can you take me to my house? I haven't seen my brother in a while I wanna talk to him again and not just at school I miss him a lot " "Hey you're more than welcome to go move back in with them okay? That's your family you should stay in touch with them , let's go"
☼☼☼ We arrive at my house and I sigh as I see the lights on outside she's here smoking her cigarettes I hope my brother is getting the proper rest and eating I kiss his cheeks then I get out the car then walk towards the front door
"Hm you finally cared?" She remarks "Hm and you never gave up smoking?" I reply I walk in the head straight to his room I see him kinda skinny, skinner than before as soon as he sees me he hugs me really tight.
"You're back , please don't leave me" I frown the look at him " why what's going on talk to me" "Mom had choked me against the wall" he says softly. My heart stops is history repeating itself? Please tell me this isn't happening
"For what?" "Because I didn't want to give my stuff to her boyfriends kids she called me selfish" he says as his voice cracks "can you please stay?" He says while sobbing in my chest, this breaks my heart so much it hurts even more because I wasn't here to help him through it,
What sister am I?
"I'm here baby I'm here" I say while petting his head , I grab my phone to text Jimin
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☼☼☼ Jimin pov I toss my phone down on the seat then start driving to my house , after a twenty minutes I arrive at home, I walk in and see ariella knocked out the couch with her phone open on a text and Netflix paused. I shake my head then smile I lift her up then lay her down in her bed then I tuck her in the kiss her forehead. I walk back to my room I change into a tank and sweatpants then lay down I miss her already but her brother needs her, I'm selfish with her but not that selfish.
I smile at what she said today
"me , you and your friends were the perfect family"
And one day I want to start one with you yasmine, or mrs.park in this case, thank you all my feelings and guilts are gone. But just this one thing I'm really insecure about us hidden .
This chapter is kinda long lol but here's hidden again when all these projects and finals are gone I'll be able to post more like I used to but at least it's something lol anyways I love you all and take care.🖤
Ps: if the grammar is bad I'm sorry it's like 2am right now lol
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