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{flashback Jimin pov}

After she took me out of the room and held me in her arms I remembered that I swallowed four pills I began to get dizzy and lose my balance I guess I had let side effects

"Jimin stay with me! , baby! Please!" She screams I try to respond but I can't make a word out but nothing comes out instead I fall to the floor and my vision goes black.

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I open my eyes slowly as I see a bright white light on my face I look up and see the doctor pointing a flashlight in my eyes I frown then I start to sit up but he pushes me back down slowly

"Why am I here?" I say while still looking at him
"You had an overdose, this is your second one I think you need some psychological help because man people are afraid of losing you," he says

"I'm not crazy I'm okay honestly" I reply
"Hm I don't know, you had two overdoses in the last couple of months," he says to me while sitting my up slowly "you had a very large dose so at least twice a week you have to go to a psychiatrist okay?"

"Mhm," I say in an irritated voice
"Okay good your girlfriend really wants to see you, by the way, we'll finally let her in talk about whatever I'll be in the other room"

I nod my head then I see my baby walk in her face straighter than a ruler I love this girl so damn much bro she sits next to me and I smile a little

"Hey baby how are you" I kiss her but she doesn't kiss me back I chuckle then kiss her again then she finally gives a very hostile kiss

"I told you to never do anything like this ever again, remember that? Or you don't? I fucking love you park Jimin do you not know that? I can't lose you Park Jimin you're the only one that keeps me sane in that devil house please don't leave me mad I'm serious" she says while her eyes get watery I wipe her eyes with my thumb

"okay from now I keep that promise of not leaving you I love you, i"Isay while kissing her forehead

"i love you more park jimin"

and from that day forth I haven't told her that I have to see a psychiatrist, I'm scared she'll think I'm crazy and also I know she's afraid of them then on top of that I'm afraid they'll change me into the human I don't want to become

but secrets don't stay secrets forever

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Jimins POV

as I'm getting dressed I hear Yasmine's ringtone I stop everything I'm doing then rush over and hit the answer button i press the speaker button as I walk over to my drawer

"baby? where are you, you're 20 minutes late" she says in her cute concerned voice i smile then bite down on my lower lip

"I overslept, I,"I say dryly

"hm i dont believe you," she says in a sweet voice

"why not?"

"because we fell asleep togetyher and when i woke up you were gone"

I freeze dead in my tracks then I scratch the back of my neck softly fuck she's right I did leave in the middle of the night but for that stupid ass lesson I had to do talking about I have suicidal thoughts and depression. no, I don't I just have stress and fear.

"oh yea my mom was having some type of emergency so I had to help her sorry I left you there"

"aw Jimin is she okay?" she says softly

"yeah she's fine she just had a minor stroke that's all"

"okay baby get here now! you unproductive boyfriend" I chuckle then I wait for her to hang up then I start getting dressed again.

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I walk in the school then head staright to the lockers I grab my books then head to second period because I know I missed first period.

I walk in and everyone turns their heads towards my way and glue their eyes on me as if I murdered someone I mean I wish I could murder someone but I'll go to jail no thanks, jungkook on the other hand wouldn't hesitate to kill someone but the only thing that holds him back is Ariella , he's in love with that girl right there.

"Mr.park why are you late?" The teacher says
"I woke up late my apologies it won't happen again" I sit down next to jungkook , jungkook then hits my arm softly

"What?" I whisper yell at him
"Did you tell yasmine about your class yet?" He whisper shouts
"No I haven't now shut up, what happened last night? Did you come up with a plan?"

"Yes yes I did okay here's the plan" jungkook leans in towards me ear and whispers softly in my ear I nod my head at his plan because it's a really good plan at that, jungkook is a smart guy he just acts dumb sometimes and I don't know why I guess it's so people tell him things and he acts like he doesn't care or he didn't hear but he uses it against you.

"Not a bad idea when did you come up with it?"
"Last night, as I repeated the events in my head those are all felony charges, so why not add one more but a real one"

"You're smart man" I reply

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After that class ended it was time for lunch I'm at my locker and as soon as I open it a letter flies out I smile as I open it and just by the hand writing I know it's her

Jimin yesterday I thought about your panic attack and I feel like I need to monitor you more and give you some space at the same time because If i were to lose you I'd have a panic attack myself because park Jimin I'm in love with you and I don't want to lose you okay? So can you promise me something ? Promise me that whatever is going on in that beautiful mind of yours you'll tell me? Promise me you won't leave me? I love you park Jimin

~sincerely your girlfriend

I smile then walk to her class I see her standing and talking to someone I walk up to her and grab her by the waist then I kiss her passionately then after a while I pull back and look into her eyes.

"I promise" I whisper to her softly
"Why are you so cute and full of surprises" she says softly as she punches my chest
"I love you"
"I love you too"

Yes yasmine I will make this promise to you because for so long I've been dying to get everything off my chest and tell somebody because no one else believes me and not even my closest friends know, so yasmine here it goes the good the bad and the ugly .

Hope you're ready , sit down take a seat a enjoy because my past life was a hell of a bumpy ride.

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Authors note:
So cute right? Jimin is finally letting his guards down you go Jimin lol but you guys thought I was going to post unexpected attraction I got y'all did I? Any who's this is hidden how did you like it so far? Storyline okay? Lol anyways bye guys and I'll post soon😘💙.

~ooo ooo pick me pick me! If theirs any grammatical errors just let me know right here🙊

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