Eh, 4th "Art"-Book.
If you're new, just wanna say that I really don't put much work into my art anymore and that it's just here for others to look at.
This book will probably be full of sketches. You were warned.
Art may cause:
constant eye...
So.... i dunno if you guys noticed but i certainly did; My sleeping rhythm is fucked up. Lately, i stay awake pretty much all night which results in me being super salty in school and then i sleep all day into evening when i get home.
And I'm like, okay, this is weird, why can't i sleep in the night? Like, i tried everything that comes to mind: - drinking warm milk with honey (hate the taste of that) - drinking tea - reading a book (while holding it over my head.... at least my arms got tired) - listening to music - plain silence Everything i could think of but the only thing it did was making me feel worn out. Not tired though.
So i just went with it for a few days (it's been this bad since like, Saturday) but even after only this many days, EVERYTHING hurts. My hands, my head, my shoulders, my back and i dunno why. I feel weak and i fell down the stairs at least twice today because i couldn't hold myself on my feet AND look down at the same time. I feel dizzy when bowing and when i bow down to tie my laces i almost fall over. I feel weak to the point where holding a pencil is really exhausting and art isn't anything i can do. It was a struggle to do the pic from last chapter.
I don't want to tell my parents though, because honestly, this state is much better than getting yelled at with this "told you so!"-tone.
So I'm thinking.... what to do? I'm having problems keeping up woth wattpad and school at the same time. School wears me out and i pretty much instantly fall asleep when i get home only to wake up in the evening. I'm not leaving wattpad just... only really available on pm and that not all the time? Yeah, kinda like that. What i mean is: sorry if I'll pretty much ignore all the book updates from you guys, because i really don't feel like i have energy to look through them all...
My hand hurts.
Have some art of the style i want back (pretty sure i posted it before but i can't draw rn)
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