Family

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"Dan?" I looked in his room and didn't see him so I checked my room "Dan?" I saw his legs dangling over the edge of the scaffolding.

I walked over to the window and climbed out onto the scaffolding "are you ok?" He didn't reply, he just stared blankly at the horizon. "I'm sorry Dan, this is all my fault" I brought my knees up to my chest and rested my head on them, I felt so guilty.

A cold wind brushed past and I felt myself shiver, he leaned his head against the wall and continued to ignore me "I love you" I looked up at him and he didn't respond "I love you" I said it a bit louder this time "Dan?" He still didn't even acknowledge me.

"Fine, if you don't love me you might as well just say so" I felt a tear creep onto my face. I didn't want to cry in front of him so I quickly swung back into my room. What did I expect? No one actually cares about me, they only care about themselves. PJ only wants to control me and Dan simply used me as a bounce back from Mia.

I've only ever been used and manipulated in my life.

And it's not going to get better any time soon.

I ran out of my room and into the hall where I saw Phil, we made brief eye contact before I darted into the bathroom, locking the door behind me.

Phil's POV-

Shit. "PJ! CHRIS! DAN! HELP!" I screamed, I am not letting her die "Phil, what is it?" PJ asked. I felt hot tears begin to stream down my face "Y/N's locked herself in the bathroom" his jaw dropped and before I knew what was happening he started to bang furiously on the door "Y/N!! LET ME IN!".

Chris and Dan both ran into the halls and saw PJ "what's going on?" Dan asked "Y/N's locked herself in the bathroom" PJ kept banging on the door but Y/N still wouldn't open it "Y/N! PLEASE LET ME IN!" I suddenly heard a thud from inside the bathroom.

"I'll go get the bathroom key!" Chris darted down the hall and into the kitchen, now all we could do was wait for Chris to open the door and hope for the best. I pulled out my phone and typed '999' into my keypad, incase things go south.

"GOT IT!" Chris she to the door and began to unlock it. The second it opened I saw Y/N on the floor, hugging her knees.

I breathed a sigh of relief, she could've done so much worse. "Y/N! Don't scare us like that ever again!" PJ kneeled next to her and hugged her tightly "we thought you were going to kill yourself!".

She wiped her eyes and lifted up her head and she looked angry rather than upset "why? Because you told them about what happened?" I was so confused, I had no idea what was happening right now.

"You know I don't want you to keep telling everyone! If you do then they will never really leave me alone!". Dan, Chris and I all stayed silent, PJ and Y/N were having one of those family things that only the people directly involved know about "But Y/N-" Y/N slammed her hands on the floor and stared directly into pjs eyes "SHUT UP PJ!".

She looked over at Dan and glared at him "why are you here? You just used me as a bounce back from Mia" 0-100 real quick, I leaned back so that I could see Dan, he looked genuinely upset that Y/N had accused him of that "Y/N, I would never do that to you-".

Y/N rolled her eyes and scoffed "save it Dan" PJ stood up and shoved Dan "oh come on PJ, you've been no better than Dan" PJ looked at Y/N questioningly "all you've done is try to control me" Chris and I looked over at each other and I could tell that he was thinking the same thing as me, the Y/N talking now wasn't the Y/N we know.

"I'm going out" Y/N pushed passed Chris and I "where are you going?" Pj asked "none of your business" Y/N stomped into her room and emerged with her bag across her shoulder. Wherever she's going I hope she's not going to do anything stupid.

Oooooh Jemima.