Family

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"Dan, I'm nervous, what if people don't like me?" I started to get really anxious, Dan and I hand set up all of the equipment and the only thing left to do was to record it, but I kept thinking about all of the bad things that could happen when I upload it.

"Stop overthinking, you just need to relax and have fun" he was right, I just needed to jump straight into it, I took a deep breath and turned on the camera "hello! I'm Y/N and welcome to my YouTube channel!".

I started to talk about my channel and the sort of content I would upload and then I started to talk about myself and who I was like as a person "currently I'm living in London with my cousin and some of his friends, you might see them in future videos".

I started to wrap up the video "anyway, I hope you enjoyed that little introduction to me and my channel and I will see you soon! Bye!" I put my hand over the lens and turned off the camera.

"How was that?" I asked Dan, he had been sat there watching me to make sure I didn't chicken out "actually, that was really good, you're a natural!" I'm glad he approved, it's always nice to have someone with experience give you a hand.

Dan stared at me while I packed away the tri pod "you ok there?" He put his elbow on my desk and rested his head in his hand "yeah, just admiring you" I felt myself go bright red.

I coughed quietly and continued to pack away all of the equipment. All of a sudden I felt dans lips press agains my neck, I shivered. He made a trail of kisses from the side of my neck to the front and then up towards my mouth.

"I love you" he mumbled, before planting a firm kiss on my lips. I felt a warmth surge through my body and I looked up, locking eyes with him. I've always loved his eyes, they remind me of autumn when all the leaves turn a deep gold colour and you can make swirls of mist with your breath.

"I love you too" I know it was a little early in our relationship to start saying I love you but it was true, I love Dan Howell. And he loves me.

"You're amazing, you know that?" He tilted his head slightly and brushed my hair behind my ear "no, I didn't know that" I wrapped my arms around his neck "well you are, I'm so lucky to have met you".

I've never met anyone like Dan before, I've only known him for a month or two and he's already stolen my heart. We both smiled at each other for a few minutes before we heard footsteps making their way towards my room.

I quickly removed my arms from dans neck and turned back around to face the tri pod, Dan sat down on the bed and the door swung open to reveal pj, thank god he didn't step in a few minutes earlier.

"How did the video go?" He asked "it went really well, in about to send the footage to my computer for editing" I held the tri pod under my arm and the camera in my hand "here's your stuff back" I handed them over to PJ and he stuffed them under his arms.

"Anyway, I'll let you two get back to what's ever you were doing" he grinned and started to back up out the room, shutting the door behind him.

I felt dans hands on my shoulders, he leaned round and tried to kiss my cheek but before he could I turned my head around and kissed him on the lips. "Can you help me edit?" He nodded and we started the long process of learning how to edit.

TATINOF WAS SO CUTE OMFG