"What?"
"Didn't he?" Phil asked, slowing the car to a red light. "Didn't he say that?"
"He... He did."
"Well?"
"'Well' what?
"Was he right?"
How badly I wanted to say no. How badly I wanted to tuck and roll out of the car and never see his face again.
The most awkward situations were when I was put on the spot. I wasn't the kind to enjoy the limelight, but Phil was staring right into my eyes.
I needed a reason.
A reason not to fall in love with him. I tried to find one flaw in the boy sitting in front of me. But I couldn't. I didn't have anymore reasons not to fall in love with him because I already had.
I knew it for a while, but I never really wanted it to be true. He was with PJ so I had to deny it. I pushed the feeling from myself just so I could stay away.
The jealously when he wasn't with me, the constant butterflies when we texted. Every opportunity I got, I would look at him. I tried to learn everything about him, and I never really wondered why.
I guess I loved him.
Who am I kidding, I was inevitably in love with him.
"Phil." I had to tell him.
"Mm?"
I froze. My mouth became incredibly dry and I pursed my lips. "The light is green."
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Colorful | Phan | Completed
Fanfiction"Reason number one not to fall in love with Phil Lester, he speaks in colors." ~ Dan Howell is in his last year of high school when, thanks to a bet, he is forced to prove to his friend how easy it is to not fall in love with somebody who cares for...
