Kylo Ren/Ben Solo imagines

Personal Imagine Chelsea

both large arms were wrapped around my upper body and i was being dragged away. his gloved hand covered my mouth and i bit down as hard as i could

he groaned in some weird scary voice and i fell to the ground. i looked up at him and watched in fear as he removed his mask.

i could feel darkness in the air around him, it felt as if my body was awakened, i felt the power i felt in my head as if it was physical and i could feel it in my hands, so i used it.

"you are strong Chelsea, but not strong enough" his eerie yet smooth voice filled the air. he looked down and it was as if id seen those brown eyes before "i can teach you how to use the force"

i looked down and shook my head slightly before i darted away from the man. i was a couple feet away before i felt everything suddenly go black

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i woke up feeling really uncomfortable. "w-what" i whispered trying to look around the dark room. the lights turned on and i blinked rapidly trying to get use to the bright lights

i looked around again and my eyes landed on the crazy man who took me here. "let me go!" i screamed clenching my hands in the metal restraints. he looked at me through the mask "i said let me go!" i screamed louder

he stood and i kept quiet. "we both grew up on the same planet" he said walking slowly around me "i remembered you all these years Chelsea. you were a little girl playing alone in the forest. i was a child when i saw you all alone, playing with rocks and sticks in ways normal children did not do. you were uneducated by your parents for this entire time, you could have been something huge"

"what are you talking about?"

he stood still in front of me and removed his helmet again. "join me, we can take this world together"

i shook my head "take me back to Jakku"

"i have men surrounding your little tent while your parents sleep, they wait for one order from me to burn them alive" i gasped and my eyes widened. "you have no other choice Chelsea"

i turned away holding in my tears. "ill do it"

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the only thing that kept me going was the hatred and anger i had pulsing through my body

i was going to kill Kylo Ren, and go back to my family. it was years since ive seen them and i could only imagine how they felt

ive kept stopping myself from killing him for reasons that dont make sense to me. sometimes i feel as if i see that little boy in the trees still, he lets his guard down sometimes and i could see this playful man who is surrounded by evil

but then i see the evil man who took me away from my parents

i see that in myself sometimes, this evil side of me comes out and i cant control myself. all i think about it killing my enemies and making them suffer

i am torn, i have started to care about Kylo Ren when i shouldnt give a damn about his life. but i did, i cared about this horrible person in ways i wouldnt think i was possible of for him. he took me away from my parents and threatened their lives

he ruined my life

he showed me a world of hate, one that if i was still home i would never have to know this dark place. i wouldnt be fighting a battle in my head of where my alliance was. i wouldnt be in misery every second of my life here

before i knew what i was doing i had sliced the air with my red lightsaber

a scream filled the air as he laid on the ground. my eyes widened and his did also. "chelsea" he groaned

i pointed the saber at his neck thinking about if this man was worth it, was he worth all the pain that has been brought into my life

tears streamed down my face as i looked down at this broken man who took me down along the way and screamed. "you ruined me!"

i had a decision i needed to make, but i didnt know what side i would choose, what side i needed

My screamed filled the air as I let my anger out. His brown eyes never left mine as i cried.

I couldn't do it, I couldn't kill him. He ruined my life at such a young age and filled my young body with the kind of anger and darkness teenagers never even think of

I dropped my saber and watched the metal fall on the floor. Tears filled my eyes but I refused to let them fall again, I wasn't this weak

"Chelsea" he stood up, struggling from the hit his legs took. I looked up into his eyes and his hand caressed my cheek "you are strong, you belong here"

I looked away and nodded before he stepped away from me and walked out of the room. I stayed on star killer base with Kylo Ren and trained for many more years, but I've always had revenge in the back of my head and at any time I could have killed him, but I didn't and I still don't know why...

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