Don't Test The Gangster In Me (Book 1): La Morte È Il Vostro Karma

Chapter 4: Erroll Knows, Sine Thinks, I will Pretend

Chapter 4: Erroll Knows, Sine Thinks, I will Pretend

ICE’s POV

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“Faggot, gay, bakla, bading!” As I heard that, napatingin ako sa paligid ko. They looked at me as if I'm an alien?

Me a gay?

No way!

I'm so beautiful, gorgeous, every guy wants me—back then when I was still a girl. Masyado bang halata ang pagiging feminine side ko?

“Excuse me,” I said habang nagwawalk out. Siyempre napahiya ako doon. The silent was too offensive! And that Sine is getting into my nerves. Nakakainis siya. Edi siya na 'yung manly. Paano ba kasi maging lalaki? Dapat pala nagwork shop muna ako bago pumasok sa paaralang ito. Itong pagpapanggap kong lalaki. Ang hirap kaya. Mas mahirap pa kaysa makipagbakbakan sa last fight ko against Alpha Theta Gang, the third famous and influential gang in the world.

I'm now in front of the CR at hinahanap ko 'yung FEMALE CR, but nakalimutan ko na namang, all boys school pala 'tong bwisit na school na ito. Pumasok ako and gladly, walang tao.

“ARRRRRGHHH! NAKAKABWISIT!” I shouted as I entered the cubicle. Ibinaba ko 'yung cover ng toilet at naupo. “Fucking sheet? Isn't obvious? Nakakainis na 'yang Sine na 'yan talaga. Konting konti nalang? I don't even know how to act like a real guy! I don't know how to...” Shit! Napakadaldal ko. I opened the cubicle's door and I found Erroll Yoo was there habang nakahawak 'yung kamay niya sa door knob. And suddenly, he locked it.

“W-what?!” I asked.

Lapit siya ng lapit sakin. Nakakailang 'yung tingin niya. Bakit ba ganyan siya? He's kinda weird hanggang sa naramdaman ko nalang ang ding ding sa likuran ko. Our body was too closed to each other. He put his right hand on the wall. Ako naman, tumingala sa kanya.

“Did I hear it right?” his voice is so cold.

“W-what?!” What did he hear? About me? What did I say? Wait, did he hear what I said awhile? Pero wala naman akong sinabing girl ako eh.

“That you really are a gay,” he put his another hand on the wall and now, I am in the middle of his hands. I felt something I can't explain? Pinaghalong kaba at the same time...excitement, and I don't know where did I get that excitement? And for what he said, napasinghap ako. Akala ko alam na niyang... babae talaga ako. Akala ko may makakaalam na ng totoo. Akala ko masisira na ang plano ko. But, as a gay in here, or acting like a gay is better than knowing them that I am a real girl.

I blushed. Kahit papaano, nabawasan ang kaba ko. Pinagpapawisan ako sa hindi malamang dahilan. “Ahh...hmm, ahh...please, 'wag mong ipagkakalat?” pagmamakaawa ko. Hindi ko talaga bagay ang magmakaawa. Nakakasuka. Ssh.

Napangiti siya... isang ngiti na nagpakaba sakin ng todo. Ang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko! Ang pogi ng lalaking ito! Parang 'yung mga koreanong pinagpapantasyahan ko sa mga koreanovelas!

"Sh*t! You're a gay!” sabi niya tapos bahagyang sinuntok 'yung pader. “Don't worry, your secret is safe...”

“Thanks—”

“...in one condition!”

“What?!”

“Be on my side, always. ”

A-ano daw?

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So hapon na. At mabuti naman at wala ng pumansin sakin. Everytime na tumitingin ako kay Sine, he is always giving me a deadly glare. Bakit ba ang sakit niyang tumingin? Ano bang nagawa ko sa lalaking ito? About Erroll naman, he's so weird? Bakit 'yun 'yung condition na hinihingi niya? Always on his side? Huh, that is impossible dahil paano naman e nasa tabi rin niya palagi ang BDS, at ang init ng ulo sakin ng Master achuchu nila. Hmm, I really want to kick Sine's ass to the solar system. In fact, namimiss ko nang sumipa ng mga tao!

According to the staff I talked awhile, Dorm A nalang may extra room. So, pumunta muli ako sa admin at kinausap siya. And the staff said in scary way that the room is located at the 8th floor of the building.

Dumerecho nga ako roon and I knocked at the door while carrying my luggage. Pagbukas nito ay agad kong nakita ang nakatapis na twalya ni Akihiro Yamato, member ng BDS!

“Oh, Ice, what are you doing here?” he asked. Pusang gala, napapatingin ako sa abs niya. Hello? After all, I am just a girl that disguised as a man... a gay for the exact.

“Kung hindi mo mamasamain, the staff said that in this room, yung only room available for me.”

Napatingin si Akihiro sa luggage ko. “Are you sure you want to stay in here?” tanong niya.

F*ck! His body is really distracting me. “Why will I not?!” tanong ko rin.

“Do you know my dorm-mates are the members of BDS!”

WHAT THE FUUUCK?!!!

“Huh? Ahh, maybe I will just... find another place!”

“Dito ka nalang!” I was able to leave when I heared Erroll's voice from my back. “After all, may bakante pa naman, at wala ka na rin namang ibang choice?” He's right! I had no choice. There isn't any available room.

“H-huh?!”

“Get inside, I'll help you carry your things!”

“No, I can do it!”

“No, I insist!” sabi niya at kinuha 'yung luggage ko at pumasok.

“Come, get inside, Ice! Don't be shy!” Akihiro said while smiling. Nakakainis. Ang ga-gwapo nila!

'Yung dorm room na 'yun, parang isang bahay. May tatlong kwarto. At pumasok sa kwartong isa si Erroll na sinundan ko.

“What?! No?!” rinig kong sabi ni... Sine?! Naku! 'Wag niyang sabihin magkaroom mate kami ng mokong na 'yan?

“If you don't like, we can exchange —”

“No, I changed my mind. It's OK. OK, let him in," Sine said to Errol.

“No, we'll just exchange.”

“OK na, pumapayag na nga akong magkaroom mate kami!”

Pumasok ako sa room at nang lumingon ako nagulat ako kay Sine—I mean sa naked body niya.

“So, you'll be my room mate, faggot,” sabi niya sakin habang lumalapit.

“Quit telling me that!”

“What 'that'? 'Yung faggot? Bakit hindi ba?”

“Hindi!”

“Hahaha,” he laughed. “Kapag ginapang mo 'ko, mapapatay kita!” sabi niya.

Malaking ASA! Hindi ka kamukha ni Edward Cullen. Duhh! I hate his guts! I hate his face! I hate how he speaks with full of arrogance! I hate the way he looked at me! I hate the way he frowned on me. He is disgusting! Magustuhan nga, hindi ko magawa, gapangin pa kaya?!

Ang kapaaal ng mukha! Mas pogi at hot pa 'yung mga nanliligaw sakin. Mas sexy sila, mas gentlemen, mas—basta mas! Lahat ng wala si Sine, mas sa mga suitors ko.

“Stop telling him that he is a gay, 'cause he's not!” Thanks to Erroll for defending me kahit wrong rin 'yung katotohanang alam niya.

“Bakit? Kilala mo ba siya?!” tanong ni Sine.

“I-I already met his girlfriend, and the girl was fucking hot!” Luh, nagsinungaling na siya.

Sine looked at me mysteriously. “Ikaw, may girlfriend? Wahahaha! Sige, kapag naipakilala niyo ako sa babaeng 'yan at kapag napatunayan niyong hindi kayo nagsisinungaling, titigilan ko nang sabihan siya na bakla siya kahit halatang halata naman!” Dinuro niya 'yung ulo ko. Tapos pumunta sa bed niya. Bali 'yung bed eh, double deck. Maliit lang ang space kasi ng rooms, kasya lang 'yung gamit ng dalawang tao at ang mahabang double deck na ito. So dahil nasa baba si Sine, it means, I will going to sleep on top.

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