Confessions and Arguements

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Violetta POV
It's not a good morning. I'm heart broken. I'm hurt. It feels like I can't live. It's like, I can't do this. I hope I can. It was too early. I guess I could write in my diary.

~Diary EntryDear Diary,Hi, I'm really dissapointed that he likes someone else

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~Diary Entry
Dear Diary,
Hi, I'm really dissapointed that he likes someone else. That girl in my dream, Is real. Her name is Lara. And all this time, he's been courting her. And now, they're official. I'm heart broken again, I don't know what to do. Today was supposed to be a special day, because this is the forth month of liking Leon, and it means I love him. Actually, I loved him already after the two months. I fall so quickly. Thats where I'm irritated by myself. Why did I fall? And he wasn't there to catch me. And I thought he would. But he wasn't. Am I expecting too much? I fell for a guy like him. I hate it. Now, I'm sobbing all day. Remembering all the memories again. But one thing that was sure in my head was. I want Tomas to come back. He loves me, atleast we could start over again? Right? I hope he still does, until now, I have tiny peices of my heart that said 'Come back for me.' And 'I still Love you.' This love is complicated. Actually? My life is complicated. I don't know what to do. I just keep thinking about it, that video. I'm thanking Fran for this, if she wouldn't know. Well, I've been acting like a fool. And if I would find out myself, that would hurt more. Atleast I didn't see it with my eyes. Anyways, I have a feeling that I should write a song? What do you think? I'm writing it now. Ttyl Amiga.

Alright, I have my guitar here. So I got it and I thought of a tune. After 30 minutes, I got the whole tune. I think this is going to sound great! After figuring out the tune, I made a lot of lyrics. This is how stupid I am. And I se it and Feel it.


My Stupid Heart

My stupid heart
It's always fallin' in love
It's always fallin' apart
It's not too smart
My stupid heart

Ooh ooooh ooooh ooooh
My my my my stupid heart
Ooh ooooh ooooh ooooh

Here I am once again out in the rain
I must be crazy
Addicted to pain
I thought that I would be able to change You

Asking myself will I ever learn
Touching the flame and thinking I won't get burnt
After all this been through
I thought I earned you

My stupid heart
It's always fallin' in love
It's always fallin' a part
Lost in the dark

My stupid heart
One less than a reason reason
Keeps on believin'
It's not too smart
My stupid heart

Ooh ooooh ooooh ooooh
My my my my stupid heart
Ooh ooooh ooooh ooooh

Remember the time that we layin' the grass
Your lips on my lips and your hand on my yeahh
Can't understand why things happend so fast

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