Fifty shades shattered

Explanation!!

I am sorry for the lack of updates but I am not in a good place right now... For the first time in my life I feel lost, and uninspired.. I am losing something that kept me going for a long time.. A dream I always had is being ripped away from me before I even achieved it.. The unfairness of this world, the hatred in people and the degree of selfishness in humans caught me by surprise as it pushed me down...  I worked hard to achieve something for years and now it's being ripped away from me for reasons that are fucking stupidly political..  I never thought that what would hinder my dream would be my religion and middle eastern origin... I know that this is long but I know that you deserve an explanation for the lack of updates...

I will try my best to update as soon as I feel better but right now I just have to focus  on my future that seems blurred right now..