When in Chelsea (Made in Chelsea Fan Fiction)

Skating Around and Going Home?

*Sam's P.O.V* 

I had a shower and got into a bikini and slung a short, light floral kimono on top of it and slipped my feet into a pair of sandals. I grabbed a bottle of water and decided to grab my skateboard and skate along to the resort. I gulped down my water and threw it in a bin while still moving along.

I was skating along the private breakfast area and I saw my brother sitting with Andy, Alex and... Jamie. I got closer to them and saw Alex wave at me making the boys all turn towards me. I sucked in a breath and made eye contact with Jamie. Alex waved me over but I shook my head and did a jump down the stairs on my board and skated down to the beach. I quickly hopped off of my board and put it under my arms and started to walk along the beach. 

*Spencer's P.O.V* 

I watched as my sister skated past and couldn't help but feel a little bit guilty about shouting at her but I can't help but feel pissed at her. 

I turned around and saw Alex furrowing his brows and he asked, "What's up with Sammy today?" I glared slightly at Jamie and asked, "Yeah Jamie, what's up with my sister." He shifted uncomfortably under my gazed and coughed awkwardly. 

*Jamie's P.O.V* 

How the hell could I do this?I Mean it was good, no I can't think that. I shifted uncomfortably under Spencer's gaze and coughed awkwardly. 

I mumbled 'shit' and said, "Look Spencer, I can explain." He glared even more and said, "Really Jamie. Explain to us why my little sister didn't come home. Please explain why she came home in the same clothes as last night? Explain to us why exactly you slept with my little sister." 

I hear a low whistle come from Alex and Andy just kind of sat there. Damn it. I knew that Andy liked her and I do this. 

I quickly said, "Look, Spenny. We were drunk and I didn't mean for it to happen and I am really sorry it kind of just, happened. I really don't want this to ruin our friendship Spen." I sighed and he ran a hand through his hair and said, ""Look. I forgive you Jamie. Your my best mate but you do need to talk to my sister ok?" I nodded and replied, "Yes, yes of course I will. I'll do that." 

*Andy's P.O.V* 

I felt like the air had been squeezed out of my lungs. At least she was drunk I mean. I know it sounds selfish but I hate her being with someone else. I meant what I said, I can't wait for her. I have to at least try to move on. 

*Sam's P.O.V* 

I was on the beach and looking out on the ocean. I kept thinking about how much Spencer must have hated me this morning. I mean I bet Jamie hated waking up with me this morning seeing my ugly face beside him. That's probably why Stevie cheated on me because he didn't want to always see me. I felt a tear run down my face. I quickly wiped it away and threw my board onto the beach and my kimono quickly followed. I can't be weak any more. I can't let anyone in without being torn apart from the inside out. 

I slowly walked into the warm sea. I walked deeper and deeper until the water was up to my chin. I went onto my back and just floated there for a while, listening to the waves. I could feel eyes on me but didn't pay attention. I heard someone making their way over to me but didn't look until I saw a flash a blonde hair floating beside me. For a moment I thought it was Jamie but thankfully it was Nicola. 

She glanced sideways and asked, "Are you all right babe? You look like you've been crying." I let myself sink onto my feet and she copied me and I dunked my head under the ocean and wiped my face.  took off my make up earlier and didn't put any more on so I was all good in that area. 

I broke the surface and nodded saying, "Yeah I'm fine and by the way," I paused and went back onto my back, "It's was Jamie." She gasped and splashed me with water making me cough and stand up again. I smiled for the first time today and splashed her back and this went on for a while until Nicola stopped and said, "I think we should probably go and get some lunch." I nodded and we swan back to shore and stood up when we got to really shallow waters so we wouldn't end up crawling like turtles, although that would be pretty fun. 

After lunch we went our separate ways. Tonight was everyone's last night but I hadn't decided if I wanted to leave yet. I've been away for a quarter of a year now and I know that I have to face everyone, by everyone I mean Stevie, eventually. I really wasn't in the mood to go to the party so I decided not to go. 

I was sitting on my bed, scrolling through photos on my phone. I had so many of Stevie and I and couldn't help but think about him. I had gotten a lot of messages from him in the first month or two but hasn't really tried to contact me during the past weeks. 

I deleted the pictures with Stevie in them and looked at the pictures with all of my friends from home in them. I don't even know how they would react if I came home. Looking at the pictures made me realize how much I miss them all. 

I need to go home.

*Stevie's P.O.V* 

Lonan, Josh, Sam and I had been in the Spa all day so far and with all the relaxing and time we had I couldn't help but think about Sam. I had royally screwed up and was so depressed for weeks about her. I still love her and I can't bear not knowing how she is or where she is.  Sam was currently on the phone with Jamie and he was laughing at something he said but then an 'oh shit' expression came onto his face. 

"Shit," Sam said. The boys and I exchanged confused glances and waited until he hung up the phone and Josh automatically asked, "What is it?" 

Sam coughed awkwardly and said, "Well as it turns out, Sammy is in Barbados. Has been for 3 months." 

I took in a deep breath and looked at my hands that were tangled together on my lap. I looked at him and asked, "What did Jamie say? Is she okay? How is she? " 

"Woah calm down boy," Sam me and then continued, "Well, she's OK and has been there since she left Chelsea. She hasn't talked much about what happened but, no never mind." I furrowed my brows at his unfinished answer and asked, "What is it? There's something your not telling me." 

He groaned and said, "Well the other night there was this huge party at the bar near the beach and um, she got drunk and hooked up with someone." I sucked in a short breath and felt my heart cracking. I know i have not right to feel this way because we broke up and I cheated on her but I still love her and regret what I did. 

I rubbed my hand over my eyes and asked, "Who was it?" "I don't think you want to know Stev-" I cut Sam off and said, "Please, just tell me Sam." He nodded and said something I really didn't want to hear, "It was Jamie."