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Waiting game


You'll undergo a test online and wait for another weeks or month for the result either you passed or failed. Nagkaroon din ako ng bagong mga kaibigan: Angelo, Bria and Carmina. I'm just really grateful that i get to meet new friends along the way.

Because there are instances that you and your friends from college or high school will never click anymore for many reasons. Your friends have different paths and different priorities in life. Lahat kayo abala na sa kaniya kaniyang mga buhay.

Lahat kayo nagbabago. Mararamdaman mo nalang na iba na at di ka na nakakasabay sa alon ng grupo. You felt left out. There's no connection anymore.

May mga path kasi tayo na pinipili at tanging tayo lang mag isa ang maglakakad patungo roon. They're going through something we dont know as well. Ako naman ay may gusto akong maabot para sa sarili ko at wala ng ibang makatulong sa akin para makamit iyon kundi ako lang.

They said adulting life can be lonely sometimes and it is true. Achieving ones dream can sometimes make you feel isolated.

"Accla! Ang tagal mo ha?" Reklamo ni Carmina. Magkaibigan na sila ni Angelo since College kaya ganoon nalang ang mga biro niya.

"Sorry naman!" Irap ni Angelo at binuksan na ang kaniyang kotse para makasakay kami.

"Thank you naman! Naku baka ma fall pa lalo kami ni Bria niyan."

"Hoy! Tumigil ka, Avis!" Natatawang umiling si Angelo.

Good thing that you will get to meet new friends in the process of discovering new things. As i go along the process i get to meet people like me. I met people with the same vision and goals like me and that is why we clicked.

We all have something in common. I like to believe this friendship that i have built is a mature one. We dig for deeper and meaningful things.

O baka trauma bond na to kasi pareho kami ng pagdaanan at pinagdaanan para makamit ang mga gusto naming makamit. We can all relate to each other. We are all working on the things we badly want in our lives.

Kaya rin siguro nababaliw na tong mga kasama ko. Kung ano ano nalang mga pinagsasabi eh.

"Diba may girlfriend ka naman dati?"

"Oh?" I turn to Angelo suspiciously.

"Past is past."

"Baka di ka pa naka move on kaya ganyan ka nalang mandiri sa babae?" Si Bria.

"So may girlfriend ka nga?" I asked.  Di naman halata sa kaniya na bakla siya since lalakeng lalake siya kung manamit at umasta maliban nalang pag nagsasalita na siya gamit ang gay slang.

"Nakadalawa yan. Long term." Usisa ni Carmina.

"Seryoso?"

"Nagmahal. Nasaktan..." patuloy na biro ni Carmina.

"Namakla. Ganun?" Angelo raised his brows. Natawa naman kami ni Bria dahil sa banter nila ni Carmina.

"Nasaktan kaya ayun..."

Para kaming baliw ni Bria habang naka abang sa sasabihin ni Carmina.

"Tried other choices," He shrugged.

"Seryoso ka ba?" Bria.

"Pinagsabay pa nga."

"Alin? Two girls?" Kunot noo kong usisa. Kalmado naman na nagmaneho si Angelo.

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