Camping trip - Tom Kaulitz

𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓼𝓲𝔁𝓽𝔂

*MEANWHILE WITH ALISON*

ALISON'S POV:

I walk in the restaurant with Ryan. He had asked me out over text today. I said yes since I wanted Tom to leave my mind for at least an hour. It was either going on that date or staying in my house doing nothing. 

I wore a black skirt and a red top. I wasn't feeling like making a big outfit for this since going out wasn't my plan today. Ryan borrowed me his jacket after seeing how little I wore. I also put on some handwarmers to try and hide the shit I had on my wrists. It still hurts when someone grabs my wrist but I try not to show it as much. 

As me and Ryan sat down at the table he reservated for us I couldn't help but feel someone watch me. I ignored it since it was probably Ryan. He kept looking at me with a smirk on his face. I guess the kiss stil replayes in his head. I want to go back in time and just change what happened at prom. I should've ditched Ryan and pull Tom away from Claire as soon as I saw them dance together (Before the kiss). If that would've happened, we wouldn't be where we are now. Me on a date with Ryan and Tom wherever he was.

A minute flew by before I heard a loud scratch of a chair. Everyone in the restaurant turned their heads to the same table that was just a few feet from mine. When I saw the people sitting at that table my heart dropped. Tom was sitting there, looking at the woman who stood up infront of him. I stared at Tom not really believing that he was on a date with someone. He keeps sending me those texts, I thought he didn't get over me yet. It made my chest ache for a bit but I shrugged it off. We're both moving on, well, at least I'm trying to. It seems like he already forgot about me.

"Well, you already did that!" The woman said in a louder tone. I recognised the voice taking a moment to realise who that woman was. Bill's ex girlfriend. Is Tom on drugs or something? Why would he go on a date with Bill's ex. He knew how bad she hurt his twin but he still ignored that and went out with her. Sick fucking man. 

She stormed out of the restaurant holding her purse as she catwalked towards the exit. I watched her before my eyes shifted back to Tom. How haven't I noticed his before. I pulled the sleeves of the jacket I wore over my palms as I held the fabric. It didn't take long before he looked at me. As we held eyes I couldn't help but get the same feeling I had before. Nervousness. I don't know if I like or hate his stare. His eyes are sharp and there's a hint of sadness in them. It made me blush the slightest but before it could go any further I looked away, back at Ryan. 

I didn't need to think about Tom. I don't want to think about him. I need to get over his stupid ass and move on. Ryan was a bit of a solution but at the same time he wasn't. I wasn't nor phisically nor mentally attracted to him. Ryan is just another figure on my chess board. 

These words repeat in my head nearly every day. Knowing that Tom wasn't just a figure on my chess board hurt even more. I was playing with Ryan's feelings. I don't like him one bit. But, do I even care? I just need to find a new boyfriend but it's not that easy as it used to be. Getting my heart broken hurt. Moving on hurts even more. 

"Didn't know Tom was fooling around here." Ryan chuckled taking a sip of the wine that the waiter had brought us. I looked up at him nodding slightly.

"Weirdo." I mumbled glancing towards Tom. He was still sitting at the table but in aa different position this time. He was leaning on his elbows that were placed on the table. He wasn't looking at me anymore. Right now, his face was in his hands making me feel a bit bad. I tried ignoring it looking back down at my table but I can't help and steal a few glances in his direction.

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