Camping trip - Tom Kaulitz

𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓯𝓲𝓯𝓽𝔂 - 𝓼𝓲𝔁

TOM'S POV:

I woke up on my bed. Every part of my body hurt as if I was stabbed a million times. I rolled over on bed as I groaned feeling the pain slice through my body.

"What the fuck." I whisper slowly opening my eyes trying to remember what happened last night. My mind doesn't even try to let me think as nothing comes to my mind. I slowly fly through the day in my head. 

School,

Homecoming,

Alison, 

kiss, 

Alison. 

I close my eyes again feeling intense pain in my chest as I remember what happened between me and Alison. My breaths got shaky as I was on edge of crying. Everything was real, she ended everything between us. I hate this. I hate myself for this.

I took my phone off of the bedside desk looking at the time. 1:37 pm. I slept for more than 12 hours. Jesus christ. These sleeping pills sure do work. I put my phone down before getting up from the bed. The pain went through my body making me wince. It hurt so much. 

My stomach growled seconds later giving me a sign that it's empty. I muttered something under my breath as I went downstairs to the kitchen. The first thing I noticed was Bill and my mother sitting at the dining table eating what seemed like it was their lunch. I quietly walked over to the kitchen opening the fridge and taking out a chocolate. 

My mom spoke up in a confused tone. "Aren't you on a diet?" She asked me looking up at me from her plate.

I walked past the table. "No." I said roughly going back upstairs. I was in a horrible mood. I wanted to cry and just forget about everything that has happened. My whole body hurt badly giving me no motivation to do anything.

"Stop being so harsh." Bill said from behind me as I heard the chair slide on the marble floor. 

I got in my room shutting the door behind me as I threw the chocolate on the bed. I walked up to a drawer in my room taking a box of snus from it. I opened it taking two bags out before shutting the lid and throwing it back in my drawer. Before I even put that snus in my mouth Bill barged in my room shutting the door behind him. "What." I said annoyed not even turning to look at him as I put the snus between my upper lip and gum.

"What is up with you?" My brother said walking up to me. He put his hand on my shoulder trying to push me to look at him. I shoved his hand off before he could do anything. I'm becoming more and more annoyed by him every day.

I fixed the snus before replying. "Get out of my room." I said walking over to my bed clearly not wanting to talk to anyone.

"Just tell me what happened yesterday!?" He yelled. "If you want me to leave that bad then just tell me what's been going on."

"It's none of your business." I sat down on bed taking my phone unlocking it. I tapped on the snapchat icon my eyes flying to the person I had pinned first. There was an X beside Alison's name making me uncomfortable by the pain in my chest. 

Bill sighed walking the room as he stood infront of me. I closed snapchat before he had time to look at my screen. "I'm your brother, it is my business."

"I'm an adult, not a child."

"You're just stubborn." He scoffed. "Even adults have to let it all out sometimes. They need to vent aswell."

"I'm not one of those adults." I say annoyed. "Just get the fuck out of my room, I never told you to come in!" I continued looking down at my phone not wanting to look up at him.

I saw Bill take a deep breath looking down at me in suspicion. "Is Alison really the cause of this?" 

"What?" My eyes flew up meeting his. Alison's name triggered me. I felt my breaths get heavy as she was mentioned. I didn't want to go through this.

"Alison." Bill said as I bit the inside of my cheek. I want him out of my fucking room even more. "You guys are hiding something you don't want to tell us."

"Shut the fuck up Bill, we're not." I scoffed. Not anymore.

He eyes me suspiciously. "I may be stupid sometimes but the way you ran behind her wasn't friendly nor enemy-like."

"What are you still doing here?" I changed the theme standing up pushing him towards the door. "Get the fuck out!"

He smirked at me walking backwards towards the door. "I see right through you." He said before walking out closing the door behind him. 

I stared at the door for some time before taking my phone opening the messages app.

Stupid whore

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You know I'd never do anything
 to hurt you.

I love you.

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