"i'm sorry pretty." he looked at him with lust, licking his lips lightly.
ugh, he missed him. bad.
he tried to understand where he was coming from but he couldn't...he didn't what he meant.
fanum tried to explain to him that it might be something personal happened beforehand or it's just his personal preference.
kaiser stand up from his bed, wiping his tears away as he tried to find something to wear for the day. he knew being in the bed all day wasn't going to change anything.
he seen a black and white tracksuit that duke brought him was brand new. he feels the fabric before smelling, whimpering at the smell of him.
he soon got dressed, not wanting to put on any makeup on. he didn't feel pretty enough to do it anymore.
suddenly, he heard a harsh knock on his apartment door. it might be the delivery man for some packages of paint he needed.
"coming..." he said softly, slipping his black slippers. he exited straight out the room to the door as he quickly unlocked his door.
"the confirmation code is 3000- duke?" he only was looking at the floor before he seen those devil slippers, quickly seeing the man with a bouquet of flowers.
his facial expression was sad, still keeping a frown on his face even though there's butterflies in his stomach.
"we need to talk," duke quickly said, "a civil talk."
"i'm sorry." they both said at the same time.
"why you saying sorry for?" kai whispered, tugging on his bottoms as he felt himself about to cry.
"i blew up on you. i promised you before i wouldn't do that and i broke that," the dreadhead spoke, "i should've heard you out. i'm sorry."
"no i'm sorry for leading you on if you think that! i got scared and yucky about the idea." kai exclaimed, "i like you, i really do."
he frowned afterwards, feeling the butterfly feeling hitting his stomach again.
"i want to try this kaiser. i can show you what you missing out on," duke said lowly, rubbing his hand between the boy thighs.
he heard a soft and light moan came out, his eyes reaching the boy's red flushed cheeks.
"duke..." he leaned in the warmth as the touch drove him crazy, his hand sneaking in the taller dreads.
"what do you say?"
"i don't want to be hurt..."
"never by me. i care for you."
kaiser looks in his eyes to see the confirmation, eyes glowing through like it was stars there.
"okay."
"duke please why are you on my neck like this?" kaiser felt uncomfortable at the man between his legs, sleeping in the crook of his neck while his hand on kai's hip.
but this is the relationship life.
"you're so soft and small." he mumbled, tiredly kissing him before a hard snore came back out.
"i know but duke you have to get up. it's twelve-"
suddenly he got hit in the face in the process of duke flying up, whining at the pain.
"shit..." he held his forehead.
"my bad baby." he placed a small kiss on his forehead.
he rubbed his forehead in irritation and pulled away when duke tried to place a kiss for the second time, snatching the blankets off and leaving out his room.
duke was hurt and confused on his actions—it was just on accident.
"shit..." duke sighed, hearing his phone ding.
fanum 🫄🏽
kai's in my room and in my bed rn
he didn't leave, he's just irritated.
duke 🖤
thanks
"kai you have to try at least. he's trying with you and you keep pushing him away." fanum explained, "i know you ain't used to this but just try."
he whined at his statement, "i'm so used to being alone."
"i understand kaiser but just get out your shell. that's the only way to get comfortable with different things." fanum rubbed his back softly.
he tightly tucked him in before heading back to his stream.
soon enough, kai feel asleep to the soft tones of the tv—seeing a black figure come in his view but couldn't see when it went black.
a few hours later, kai popped his eyes open to a whole new atmosphere. his heart jumped at the situation until he seen the lime white lights in front of the deeblock sign.
"you up?"
the smaller eyes followed the voice of his boyfriend playing 2k. his eyes kept going back and forth from the tv to him to make sure he alright.
"yeah..." he sniffled, "i'm sorry for running off like that, i just got irritated quickly."
duke just hummed, "it's alright, don't worry."
kai just slowly nodded, knowing it wasn't okay. he kept running away and not contributing anything in this relationship as of yet.
"can we talk? i know you're not being okay with this." he stared while he kept playing 2k in his face.
duke licked his lips, "what we need to talk about? we already spoke on this before—i'm being patient. i'm not rushing you or anything, not even getting mad about shit."
he grumbled, pausing the tv. he turned his body to the irritated boy.
"i know your past. i know how you move. i can't knock your game at all. i just be there for you."
kai just nods at his answer, moving closer to him. duke couldn't help but to take him into his arms, placing a light kiss on his forehead.
"i'm trying. i'm trying best as i can for you." kai whispered, sitting in his lap.
"that's all it matters." duke whispered before placing a kiss on his neck.
ending was ass 🙁
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