the bargaining

stranded

She was suffering while you were healing
She was crying while you were smiling
She was pacing back and fourth while you were resting
She was yelling while you were talking quietly
She was starving herself while you were eating
She was curled up in her bed with all of her thoughts in her head swimming around causing her brain to ache
and you didn't care.
You didn't even check up on her,
You didn't even call her,
You didn't even think about what she must of been feeling,
You let your ego get in the way,
You let your ego ruin what could of been your destined love,
You let those emotions inside of you eat away at you until you felt nothing at all,
No I wouldn't say it was your fault that she's suffering
But you did contribute to the pain she's been feeling,
You try to explain to yourself that there miss communication on her end to hide the fact that you weren't in love with her anymore,
You blamed it on her,
You made her think that it was all her fault
How could you?
How could you make someone you once loved feel that way?
Do you not feel regret?
Remorse?
Hurt?
No, you don't.
You go on with your life like she never existed,

Just know, when she heals and you try to make your way back to her mind, her heart,

She'd leave you stranded with hurt just like you left her.