Dear Author: Loving You In Secret (GxG)

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Bella Chloe

It's been two years since Misha and I were dating. It's not so simple; we occasionally experience jealousy and have to make personality adjustments. A relationship revolves around giving and receiving. So far napag-uusapan naman namin agad ang mga hindi pagkakaintindihan.

We dealt with our issues on our own. Although we don't follow others' opinions, we do listen to them because doing so will only fuel such opinions. Hindi naman sila yung nasa relationship so why do they have to decide, right? Only what you tell them is all they are aware of. May ibang nasa relationship kasi na naka-base sa ibang tao. It's understandable at times, but it's always best to make your own decision.

"Lovey." Napapikit ako nang maramdaman ko na may yumakap sa'kin mula sa likod. "Ano ginagawa mo dito? Late na oh." After she gave me a kiss on the top of my head, naupo siya sa tabi ko.

"Nagsusulat lang ng update ko." Simpleng saad ko tsaka binalik ang tingin sa screen.

It's almost 12 and I'm still here in the living room, ginagawa ang next chapter ng second book ng Tragic smile to a perfect peace. Maraming natuwa nang i-announce ko last year ang tungkol dito. I never imagine na may mga naghihintay sa kwentong 'to.

A contented smile with never-ending love is the title of my second book. It's all about the moon, with her star blazing in the sky at the same moment.

"Patapos na ba 'yan?" Tanong niya habang inaamoy ang buhok ko.

"Wag pasaway, matulog ka na do'n. Patapos na rin ako."

It is, in fact, completed. I have my ending in this story and it's already a book, but it is just one copy. Dahil gusto ko si Misha lang ang may copy sa ngayon. I want her to be the first person to read the ending before anyone else. Kaya naisipan ko na 'yan ang i-regalo ko sa kaniya sa 2nd anniversary namin bukas.

"Nah, I'll wait." Halata sa boses na inaantok na siya.

She's really hardheaded. Instead na tapusin ko, I decided na ituloy ko na lang bukas dahil hindi talaga papaawat ang isang 'to. I shut down the laptop and rearranged the table. As I turned to face her, I noticed that she was already sleeping. Inaantok na kasi pinilit pang hintayin ako.

Marahan na tinapik ko siya sa pisngi nang imulat niya ang mata, ngumiti ako. "Let's go to our room." When I got up in front of her, she extended her arms wide. Hay nako. Ang laking tao pero nagpapabebe.

Naiiling na hinila ko ito patayo. Muntik na kaming ma-out balance nang bigla itong yumapakap sa'kin pagkatayo.

"Lovey naman! Ang bigat mo kaya." I said at marahan siyang hinampas sa likod. Kahit mabigat ay hinila ko siya papasok sa kwarto. "Isa Misha!" Banta ko nang magpabigat siya.

"I love you." She whispered it when I laid her in our bed. I adjusted her position and placed the comforter on her. Nang maayos ko na siya tsaka ko tinungo ako bathroom to do my night routine.

We've been living together for six months now. Tutal parehas naman na kaming may trabaho at nasa tamang edad. My parents approved of the decision we made. At first mahirap, iba pala talaga pag nagsama na. Marami madi-discover pag live in na. Ibang-iba pagnagkikita lang. You can't help but want to have space from her at times. We quarrel because we don't always know how to adapt. We fail to understand ourselves. Consequently, we blame each other when we don't comprehend ourselves. May times pala na hindi sa lahat ng oras magkadikit kayo. We learned from our last fight. Kaya napag-usapan namin na may mga oras na we have to spend our time on our own. Lalo na minsan pagpagod sa trabaho, hindi maiiwasan na mag-away dahil sa stress.