Dear Author: Loving You In Secret (GxG)

Seen seven

Bella Chloe

I'm humming while I get ready for my date. I'm dressed in comfortable clothes. Simple high-waisted trousers and a light blue crop top combined with a converse platform. Para naman hindi ako magmukhang maliit sa tabi niya.

I enjoy unexpected happenings. I'm not sure. This is another approach for me to get to know someone. Like how that person's mind works. And I appreciate doing things you like to help me discover more about you. Experiencing is something else, right? I could feel what you were feeling. I could see what you were seeing. It could either open or close a door for me.

Kahapon bago kami maghiwalay ni K she told me na it's surprise, so I was kinda excited, but I guess she changed her mind. Nagising na lang ako na may e-mail siya.

Dear author, you already know what my favorite food is like. Now I'll tell you about something else I enjoy doing. I love going to amusement parks. You know I'm a sucker for heights. I am able to freely express my emotions. The anguish I'm in can be heard by screams. I can laugh out loud when I think about how much I love being alive. When going through such a thing, I can be as terrified as I want. And I can cry like a river when I feel sad. I can do all of these things without feeling isolated. They appeared to be there for me. They feel me.

We're going there today. I'll take you to a place where you can feel me. I'll take you to where I feel most at ease. I'll lead you to my safe haven. Let's have fun, Bella.

It's not a surprise anymore kung saan niya ako dadalhin, but knowing na siya na mismo nagkusa na makapasok ako ng tuluyan sa buhay niya. I feel special.

This is what I want.

You may get to know someone quickly, but getting inside their headspace takes time. That is why we have labels that show how close you are to someone.

Tinitignan ko na lang ang sarili sa mirror nang marinig ko ang pagsigaw ng mom ko mula sa baba.

Ang lakas talaga ng boses.

"Bella! Your friend is here!" Dahil sa narinig nanlaki ang mata ko.

I looked at my wristwatch baka kasi napasarap ako sa pag-aayos tapos hindi ko namalayan yung oras. Why so early? Ang usapan 9a.m. Eh 8:33 pa lang!

Nagmamadali na kinuha ko ang bag na nakapatong sa bed bago tuluyang lumabas sa kwarto. Mula dito sa taas, tanaw ko sila mommy na kinakausap si K. Kita ko rin kung paano hindi mapakali ang mga daliri nito na nakatago sa likod niya. She's nervous.

Habang bumababa sa hagdan, sabay silang napalingon sa'kin. As soon as our gazes linked together, I cracked a smile at her. In fairness, she's not wearing her magic facemask.

"Good morning." Bati nito nang makalapit ako. She's wearing black jeans with a white oversized shirt and black rubber shoes. Naka pony din ito na nakapagpadagdag sa ganda niya. Cool tignan sa kaniya ang oversized shirt dahil sa height niya, lucky.

"Mom alis na kami." I kissed my mom cheeks tsaka hinatak si K palabas dahil kung hindi pa kami aalis, for sure maghahanda pa siya ng food for K at makikipag kwentuhan pa ito.

"No alcohol, Bella!" Rinig ko pang pahabol niya.

"Mom! Sa amusement park punta namin!" Sigaw ko pabalik.