I will Love You through Thick and Thin

Chapter 44 - Opening

sunghoon pov.
i know what hee meant

i guess my chances for jake ends here

i sighed thinking of everything that had happened

the scenery tonight is mesmerizing

quiet and peaceful

all i can hear is the waves and leaves swaying

and the door shutting close behind me

i am still at the garden where we had the party

"hoon"

i looked behind me and saw the coldest eyes

hair was kinda messy, hands rested inside his sweatpants.

"hee"

you might think i'm scared for my life and is sweating hard because of how hees eyes was screaming murder

yeah kinda

but

the feeling of sadness was winning

i knew this would be the last.

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no ones pov.
the two teens was walking towards the deck where we would meet the sea and the city lights

they stopped walking as they reached the deck

no-one started the conversation

they were just looking at the city lights, mesmerized as the sea breeze meets their skin

"you know jake is like those city lights that is in the middle of the ocean"

hoon turns to his side

" even if a lot of bad people is surrounding him, he manage to still shine for us, he thinks he needs to. he thinks if he wouldn't shine, we might get lost in the crowds of those people, we might drown. he needed to help us getaway with those people to not let us feel the pain it will cause, to not let us drown"

"even if it meant hurting himself"

hee turned also to his side meeting the pale males eyes full of emotions

"jake never looked at those people with anger, he still adored them despite of the fact they left a scar that couldn't be mend"

hee turned his gaze back to the lights the waves reflected by the lights the building gaved

"just like how that waves wants to ruin the building with its strong waves, the building remained strong to protect the people inside it"

hee ended

finally sunghoon spoke

"why are you telling me this?"

hee looked straightly to his eyes

"i know we might have our miscommunications hoon but please don't hurt jake"

hoon was taken a back by that

did he really thought i could hurt him?

"hee you know i can't"

he sighed

"i'll remember that"

somehow sunghoon wasn't so sure what hee meant

but a part of him surely knew it meant to stay away from jake.

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jake pov.
"jake you need to let go"

a womans voice was telling me to let go

"your friends will be okay, come and let go"

"let go"

that repeated over and over and over and over until

"haa!" i gasped waking up shaking heavily as tear  strolled down to my cheeks

"last time i had nightmares, danger came, no no no pls no"

i thought as i cried just thinking of the past

"pup?"

hee came in looking at me with worries

"what happened? why are you crying?"

he hurriedly sat at our bed and hugged me tight

i sobbed like a baby

he held my face full of tears, gently wiping it

"please tell me what's wrong pup"

he softly said, i could see tears forming in his eyes

"i think the nightmares are back"

i said still looking deeply in his eyes

"and, and there's this womans voice telling me to let go and i don't know, i'm scared hee"

i sobbed again

"hey don't worry hm? everything will be okay, i'll be here, we will be here, no one will harm you again, it will never happen again"

oh lord what did i do to deserve him

he always knew what i'm thinking

he continued hugging me until i stopped sobbing, until he knew i was ok.

i feel so secured around him

"let me go grab some water ok?"

he let go of me gently

"no please don't leave"

i quickly grabbed his hand

i was just so scared

what if danger occurs now?

"ok i won't baby"

he then again held me in his arms, kissing my forehead gently

he makes me feel at ease

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"i promise i will never let them hurt you again"

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to be continued