I will Love You through Thick and Thin

Chapter 42- ILOVEHIM

heeseung pov.
i looked down to the man beside me

he looks so fragile and all i can think of is the past

does this have to do with the past?

i saw a bench

and i took him tightly in my arms that made him gasp

i put him down in the chair as i also seated beside him

the view tonight is so extraordinary

the sea meeting the city lights from a distance

the best part is i'm with the most special person ever

i looked at him who is just staring at the view

his pinkish cheeks and teary eyes meets the sea breeze

he looks so beautiful

"so aren't you going to tell me what happened?"

i spoke

he didn't took his eyes off the view

as he replied.

"nothings going on it's just so dramatic to hear"

my face went in five stages of grief at that statement

did he just invalidate his self?

"jakey"

i softly called

and i was met with the most innocent and beautiful eyes ever

ackk 💕♥️💘💞💓✨🎉💖💗💓💞💕💟❣️❤️🎆🎇🎇✨

i don't know why my tongue went packing up and can't say what i need to say

we stared at each other's eyes shimmering

it's like we were dancing in it

"what are you staring at?"

he asked innocently

"beautiful"

he giggled and looked away

"u-um"

damn i'm down bad bro did i just stutter?

"herm"

i cleared my throat

"i'm not"

he suddenly spoke

i turned my head towards him

"what?"

"i'm not beautiful"

he giggled while saying that

holy shit my boo is invalidating it again

"invalidate your feelings again and i will make you regret that"

he giggled as he shook his head

"what is this again hee?"

he looked up at me

"jakey know that i cared and we all care for you, everything we feel is valid never conclude your pain into  'dramatic' it just doesn't sit right ok?"

"it's unfair that you're trying hard to make us all happy and validate but you're here suffering alone, jakey please let us help you"

a tear crept while his lips curled up

jake the man that you're makes me weak

"hee-"

sobs can be heard now

as i hugged him tightly

"jake you're my greatest weakness now open up to me right now"

"i just became jealous when ni-ki and mrs. nishimura looked so close and that i can see how comfortable ni-ki is towarda his mom"

he spoke while he's still in my chest

"see? that's what you called dramatic? jakey we all know what you've been through and we will never judge you for the mistakes your parents made"

i cupped his face up as another tear escaped from his eyes

i looked at him with pure adoration

he's so strong but also he needs to be protected

i wanna keep him safe and take care of him

he's my world.

he closed his eyes as our lips touched

this kiss took longer than what i planned

i was just so lost

my lips craved for his scent and went down his nape

"you're so sweet"

i was able to slid my hand in his shirt

and then he stopped me

"we're outside hee"

right..

"well maybe the bushes and flowers wouldn't mind right?"

he slap my arms playfully

"ah! what? you're just too good when you cry"

he rolled his eyes smiling

as i smiled too

he stood up and looked down at me

he slowly leaned down

my heart was pounding

he's extra confident tonight

"thank you love"

he said then putted a quick kiss at my lips

oh.my.god.lawrd.have.mercy

i smiled dumbly

stawp jake

he giggled then turned back to the view

so he's teasing me?

"are you teasing me?"

i stood then i back hugged him

he giggled as he shivered with the sudden contact

"i love you more jakey"

and then we smiled together looking and admiring the view

ILOVEHIMSOMUCH

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"oh"

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to be continued

a/n: hey guys, i'm active nowadays because my exams are finally done!! ackk and besides i missed you guys so much 😔

thank you for waiting i really appreciate it

i think this story only has few more chapters left so stay tuned for the ending 😉