"WRONG SNAPCHAT" |solby

Everything will be Okay

⚠️ Tw panic attack ⚠️

Colbys pov

I wrote it my heart was pounding like crazy that's when sam fell to his knees sobbing... Sam - sam hey I got on his level he was breathing so fast and shaking like crazy "oh shit he has a panic attack" I sat on the ground taking his hand... Sam sam can hear me I ask he just nodded good - that's good... I stand up a sec and got a towel wet and a Glas of water going back to him quickly... Sammy here takes this cold towel it's helps you... Knowing he must be very hot and it distracts his brain... I took his hand and layed it on my chest where my heart is... Sammy baby feel my heart beat and breath with me okay I took a deep breath and slowly out " I ~I can't" he said...shhhhh Sammy don't talk and yes you can... Will it help when you get on my lap Sammy.. He nodded so I took him in my lap and his head on my chest "listen to my heart Sammy and breath with me okay in, out" I felt so bad for him panic attack are the worst think "and again Sammy you doing so good I take the towel and put it in the back of his neck I could feel his breathing good a little slower... Do you want a sip of water Sammy it will help.. He nodded and takes the Glas with his shaky hand he took a sip leaning back to my chest I could feel the wetness of my shirt... Sammy everything will be okay please stop crying you make me cry inwispersd holding him close he tightening his grip.... Shhhhh just listen to my heart beat okay I said I turned the towel to the colder site rubbing his back slowly his body soften after a while here baby take some more water please I said giving him the water "thank you" he said I take the Glas and put it aside.. You okay baby I ask he looked at me his eyes so red and puffy his look is so scared it broke my heart... I pulled him back to me hugging him so tight a tear slipped down my own cheeks Sammy baby everything will be okay. "I ~I'm so scared colbs I can't loss you" he cried again Sammy - Sammy look at me please he looked up at me sad " Sammy you won't loos me ever okay I'm not letting something happened to you or me again okay I love you and we will find who this is and do something about it I promise okay.. He just looked at me and nodded he doesn't looked convinced at all" but what if we don't colbs we don't know what will happens " I'm so scared I can't do this again I can't he cried harder then befor.... Sammy please I whispered crying myself

Sam's pov

Thats when it hit me omg he is of course scared himself" I'm sorry colbs" for what he said looking at me... for my panic attack and just thinking of myself.. Hey Sammy don't think that or say that you have all the rights for your feelings... I know but you are the person they want in the first place and I'm sitting here crying....Sam please stop saying that I'm more worried about you then me... I love you colby I can't with the thoughts of loosing you I say a tear slip down my face.... Sammy baby you won't okay you will never get rid of me he said making me smile.... But I don't feel safe here I wanne go I said looking at him..i know baby but where do we go and what are we going to do..... Let's go to the police first and make a report and give them the letter maybe they find something and then let's get us something for protection what do you say I said.. Sounds good to me let's pack all our stuff and let's go..
So we pack all our stuff and put the key under the door mat like it was and we head to the car.. Colby wait I said befor going in he looked at me confused "when someone was here what if they did something to the car" I said looking at him scared.. Your right but what can we do should we get an uber I ask...yeah that's a good idea but please let's get away from the street a bit as we waiting sam said... Sammy I said looking at him pudding my hand on his waist "please don't stress now okay I'm right here" I'm sorry colbs I'm just so scared I love you so much... I smiled at him "I love you to Sammy"